Sunday, April 29, 2012
Random Random
好想知道你心的那个他，会不会是我。。 好想知道你心里到底有没有我占据了一部分，真的好害怕，到了那一
如果你知道他很忙、那你就不應該打擾他
如果你知道他不忙、可他回覆你卻異常的慢
你該知道、他根本就不在乎你
他回覆得那麼慢、你又何苦那麼緊張回覆他呢?
別怕你回覆得慢、他就不會再回覆你了
...
真正在乎的人、無論再忙、也會想盡辦法回覆你
真正在乎的人、無需你找、他也會自動地想起你
When you love someone, all you can ever think of is how to make them happy. Making them happy makes you happy.
No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry and hurting.
Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond imperfections.
I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they are not and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home.
When you really care about someone, their mistakes never change your feelings because it is the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares
乖乖听话，从今天起开始，
为了你自己的幸福而努力，而不是为了证明你是幸福的而努力，
你知道吗？
在你越是努力地想要向谁证明你是幸福的同时，
也越是证明了他才是你要的幸福，
给得起你幸福的人从来就不需要你的证明，
... 因为他的出现，就是要证明自己给得起你幸福....
永远记得，做给别人看的幸福，最后痛苦的人，一定是你自己
天，我学会放手了，你转身对我说同样的问题，因为我心早已被你掏空了，在也容纳不了任何人了。。
Never cry for the person whom doesn't know how to value your tears
Every man needs a woman when his life is in a mess, because the queen protects the king, just like in a game of chess.
It's useless to show how much you damn care for that special someone when that person is too busy getting someone else attention.
如果你知道他不忙、可他回覆你卻異常的慢
你該知道、他根本就不在乎你
他回覆得那麼慢、你又何苦那麼緊張回覆他呢?
別怕你回覆得慢、他就不會再回覆你了
...
真正在乎的人、無論再忙、也會想盡辦法回覆你
真正在乎的人、無需你找、他也會自動地想起你
When you love someone, all you can ever think of is how to make them happy. Making them happy makes you happy.
No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry and hurting.
Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond imperfections.
I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they are not and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home.
When you really care about someone, their mistakes never change your feelings because it is the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares
乖乖听话，从今天起开始，
为了你自己的幸福而努力，而不是为了证明你是幸福的而努力，
你知道吗？
在你越是努力地想要向谁证明你是幸福的同时，
也越是证明了他才是你要的幸福，
给得起你幸福的人从来就不需要你的证明，
... 因为他的出现，就是要证明自己给得起你幸福....
永远记得，做给别人看的幸福，最后痛苦的人，一定是你自己
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:36 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Because you loved me
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:14 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, April 27, 2012
The Best
Have you ever care for someone and you want the best for him/her? Yes i did and i still do with every of my friends and love ones. Sometimes, because you care so much and love that person so much, you have to make a decision about what's best for him/her. Sometimes, even to the extent of hurting the one we care and love so much.
The best? What is defined as the best? We all have limitations because of who we are and how we are related to the person and therefore, the things we can do for one is much limited. No matter what you do, you'll tend to think of that person and what's best for him/her. You'll put yourself in the person's shoes and think from his point of view. And that is me, putting myself in others shoes and sometimes find myself unable to get out of it. Perhaps what we deemed best for the someone might not be what the person sees it to be. Even if the person you cared and loved so much misunderstand you or your intentions, will you still continue your best or be soft hearted? My objectives are clear, as long as i can do what's best for the person, i wouldn't mind doing anything that will hurt myself nor anything that will hurt the other person but i will try to minimize the damage i cause.
What is the best way to relief someone of their pain and hurt? What's the best way for someone to forget you? It's for them to hate you. It's for them to think you've turned on them. It's for them to think that you've changed and don't understand them. Is this the best way to help someone forget about me? Is this the best i can think of? Why do i feel so hurt in the process and let my tears keep on rolling down my eyes. Does every success have to come with pain and misery? I am hurting someone i care for and telling them all these awful lies. I have to think of and fake every word i say. I have to make myself looks like such a bastard when deep down i care so much about how he/she feels. Yet... This is everything left i can do...
Nobody will understand how it feels to hurt someone you love and care so much for. Nobody will ever understand that those memories they shared can never be altered and erased. Nobody will know deep down inside, he is struggling and it feels like a thousand knifes piercing through his heart. And nobody will knows when he is saying all those words, blood are flowing down his wrist. Deep down, he hope someone will understand but he know for it to work, for every effort he puts in, for every breath he takes, he hope this will be the last and the most he can ever do for the person he care so much for... The best he can ever do to repay someone special in his life...
In the end... Nobody will ever understand because the definitions of best is subjective... No matter what happened in the future, he'll brace through it alone himself...
The best? What is defined as the best? We all have limitations because of who we are and how we are related to the person and therefore, the things we can do for one is much limited. No matter what you do, you'll tend to think of that person and what's best for him/her. You'll put yourself in the person's shoes and think from his point of view. And that is me, putting myself in others shoes and sometimes find myself unable to get out of it. Perhaps what we deemed best for the someone might not be what the person sees it to be. Even if the person you cared and loved so much misunderstand you or your intentions, will you still continue your best or be soft hearted? My objectives are clear, as long as i can do what's best for the person, i wouldn't mind doing anything that will hurt myself nor anything that will hurt the other person but i will try to minimize the damage i cause.
What is the best way to relief someone of their pain and hurt? What's the best way for someone to forget you? It's for them to hate you. It's for them to think you've turned on them. It's for them to think that you've changed and don't understand them. Is this the best way to help someone forget about me? Is this the best i can think of? Why do i feel so hurt in the process and let my tears keep on rolling down my eyes. Does every success have to come with pain and misery? I am hurting someone i care for and telling them all these awful lies. I have to think of and fake every word i say. I have to make myself looks like such a bastard when deep down i care so much about how he/she feels. Yet... This is everything left i can do...
Nobody will understand how it feels to hurt someone you love and care so much for. Nobody will ever understand that those memories they shared can never be altered and erased. Nobody will know deep down inside, he is struggling and it feels like a thousand knifes piercing through his heart. And nobody will knows when he is saying all those words, blood are flowing down his wrist. Deep down, he hope someone will understand but he know for it to work, for every effort he puts in, for every breath he takes, he hope this will be the last and the most he can ever do for the person he care so much for... The best he can ever do to repay someone special in his life...
In the end... Nobody will ever understand because the definitions of best is subjective... No matter what happened in the future, he'll brace through it alone himself...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:09 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:14 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Understand
How many of us will be able to understand others are experiencing? How many of us are able to put him/herself in another person's position and think and feel from another point. Will there be a day where people can understand each other? We always claim that we can understand animal behavior by observing them. But is that really the case? No doubt there is a cycle of what they do, but we can never fully understand everything. Just like why are there stars, moon and the sun.
To be able to understand others, you'll first need to understand yourself. You'll need to be put in many many difficult and sad position. You'll need to suffer and endure the pain which in return let you gain enlightenment. Right now, i am lost. Am i in too much pain to understand what is it for me? I can't understand why people are able to behave so differently. Why the words they say doesn't correspond to their actions. I'm trying to understand. Yet everything seems so hazy. Is this destiny?
Am i simply dwelling in self pity-ness? Or do i simply don't have the courage to move forward? I did my fair share to pursue what i want. I try my best to save up for the future. Yet time after time, in order to pursue the truth, actions and words came raining down with a heavy knock on my head and i begin to lose consciousness. My heart beginning tearing. I tried my best to hide my sorrow from those painful scars you gave me. Time after time, i move on, because i believe. While i am looking up at the stars above at night, were you there, hugging and kissing someone else? Somehow, we seems so far apart. The moon reflects the light from the sun just as the stars do. The earth is a beautiful place yet it seems distorted. Am i the moon that can only shine when the sun shines it's beautiful rays upon me or am i simply just the earth, distorted yet beautiful?
When people tell me they understand, how much does the person understand? What can the person see when he/she is judgmental? How can one truly understand when he/she doesn't sheds the protective layers to truly understand how others are feeling? The word understanding, it doesn't need to be spoken. We need to feel from inside. Close your eyes, imagine you're someone else, experience what the person is experiencing. Don't make judgment. What did you see? How would you feel? Will you be as strong as the person? Will you be able to smile amidst all this pain?
I'm tired... Won't anyone at all lend me their shoulder? I'm always trying to be the best i can for others. For them to be happy. I didn't care if no one appreciate me. Just don't treat me coldly nor hurt me. Living for myself is not easy. We're interdependent on others. We can't survive in this world on our own. It's painful... Take me away from all these pain... Understand...
To be able to understand others, you'll first need to understand yourself. You'll need to be put in many many difficult and sad position. You'll need to suffer and endure the pain which in return let you gain enlightenment. Right now, i am lost. Am i in too much pain to understand what is it for me? I can't understand why people are able to behave so differently. Why the words they say doesn't correspond to their actions. I'm trying to understand. Yet everything seems so hazy. Is this destiny?
Am i simply dwelling in self pity-ness? Or do i simply don't have the courage to move forward? I did my fair share to pursue what i want. I try my best to save up for the future. Yet time after time, in order to pursue the truth, actions and words came raining down with a heavy knock on my head and i begin to lose consciousness. My heart beginning tearing. I tried my best to hide my sorrow from those painful scars you gave me. Time after time, i move on, because i believe. While i am looking up at the stars above at night, were you there, hugging and kissing someone else? Somehow, we seems so far apart. The moon reflects the light from the sun just as the stars do. The earth is a beautiful place yet it seems distorted. Am i the moon that can only shine when the sun shines it's beautiful rays upon me or am i simply just the earth, distorted yet beautiful?
When people tell me they understand, how much does the person understand? What can the person see when he/she is judgmental? How can one truly understand when he/she doesn't sheds the protective layers to truly understand how others are feeling? The word understanding, it doesn't need to be spoken. We need to feel from inside. Close your eyes, imagine you're someone else, experience what the person is experiencing. Don't make judgment. What did you see? How would you feel? Will you be as strong as the person? Will you be able to smile amidst all this pain?
I'm tired... Won't anyone at all lend me their shoulder? I'm always trying to be the best i can for others. For them to be happy. I didn't care if no one appreciate me. Just don't treat me coldly nor hurt me. Living for myself is not easy. We're interdependent on others. We can't survive in this world on our own. It's painful... Take me away from all these pain... Understand...
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:38 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, April 21, 2012
True Feelings
It seems I've been put
Under the spell of real magic
Burned into my heart
Is your dazzling smile
But every time we meet
I end being cold to you
Why, even though you're on my mind more than anyone
I keep being so mean to you?
True feelings
The crystals of sadness are
The deepest part of my heart
Calling out to you
The day we can start over from zero
A small miracle
When I fell asleep
The two of us in the dream
Were cuddling close together
There are many other
Wonderful people out there
But why only you are special?
No one else can replace you
True feelings I want to give you kindness
While praying to the white moon I chant a spell
That I can become honest
True feelings
The crystals of sadness are
The deepest part of my heart
Calling out to you
True feelings I want to give you kindness
The star of dawn winks at me
It gives me a nod
That tomorrow is beginning
Under the spell of real magic
Burned into my heart
Is your dazzling smile
But every time we meet
I end being cold to you
Why, even though you're on my mind more than anyone
I keep being so mean to you?
True feelings
The crystals of sadness are
The deepest part of my heart
Calling out to you
The day we can start over from zero
A small miracle
When I fell asleep
The two of us in the dream
Were cuddling close together
There are many other
Wonderful people out there
But why only you are special?
No one else can replace you
True feelings I want to give you kindness
While praying to the white moon I chant a spell
That I can become honest
True feelings
The crystals of sadness are
The deepest part of my heart
Calling out to you
True feelings I want to give you kindness
The star of dawn winks at me
It gives me a nod
That tomorrow is beginning
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:39 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, April 15, 2012
First Kiss
It begins with the first kiss
The story of us two
Casting a spell on this fate
You suddenly appeared
There are two moons in the endless sky
It's an impossible thing, isn't it?
For the first time! These feelings
This place is starting to feel awfully pleasant
And if you... stumble or feel down
I will tightly! always!
Hug you
Not yet awake from the sweet kiss
The story of how we met that day
Come on, cast your magic
And the wish will surely come true
It begins with the first kiss
The story of us two
Casting a spell on this fate
You suddenly appeared
It's always rainy around you
Love? Friendship? I begin to worry
That kind of me...
Even if I get tired and turn away
You will firmly! properly!
Take me away
We can't wait for just a kiss
The mystery of our love
I will gently protect you
Who closed your eyes at that moment
It burst open with the first kiss
My fluttering wonderland
Guided by this fate
You suddenly appeared
If you... stumble or feel down again
I will tightly! always!
Hug you
Not yet awake from the sweet kiss
The story of how we met that day
Come on, cast your magic
And the wish will surely come true
It begins with the first kiss
The story of us two
Casting a spell on this fate
You suddenly appeared
The story of us two
Casting a spell on this fate
You suddenly appeared
There are two moons in the endless sky
It's an impossible thing, isn't it?
For the first time! These feelings
This place is starting to feel awfully pleasant
And if you... stumble or feel down
I will tightly! always!
Hug you
Not yet awake from the sweet kiss
The story of how we met that day
Come on, cast your magic
And the wish will surely come true
It begins with the first kiss
The story of us two
Casting a spell on this fate
You suddenly appeared
It's always rainy around you
Love? Friendship? I begin to worry
That kind of me...
Even if I get tired and turn away
You will firmly! properly!
Take me away
We can't wait for just a kiss
The mystery of our love
I will gently protect you
Who closed your eyes at that moment
It burst open with the first kiss
My fluttering wonderland
Guided by this fate
You suddenly appeared
If you... stumble or feel down again
I will tightly! always!
Hug you
Not yet awake from the sweet kiss
The story of how we met that day
Come on, cast your magic
And the wish will surely come true
It begins with the first kiss
The story of us two
Casting a spell on this fate
You suddenly appeared
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:38 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, April 14, 2012
好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
和你一起數天上的星星
收集春天的細雨
好想好想和你在一起
聽你訴說古老的故事
細數你眼中的情意
好想 好想 好想 好想 好想好想和你在一起
踏遍萬水千山 走遍海角天涯
讓每一個日子 都串連成我們最美麗 最美麗的回憶！
好想好想和你在一起
並肩看天邊的落日
並肩聽林間的鳥語
好想 好想 好想 好想 好想好想和你在一起
踏遍萬水千山 走遍海角天涯
讓每一個日子 都串連成我們最美麗 最美麗的回憶！
和你一起數天上的星星
收集春天的細雨
好想好想和你在一起
聽你訴說古老的故事
細數你眼中的情意
好想 好想 好想 好想 好想好想和你在一起
踏遍萬水千山 走遍海角天涯
讓每一個日子 都串連成我們最美麗 最美麗的回憶！
好想好想和你在一起
並肩看天邊的落日
並肩聽林間的鳥語
好想 好想 好想 好想 好想好想和你在一起
踏遍萬水千山 走遍海角天涯
讓每一個日子 都串連成我們最美麗 最美麗的回憶！
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:03 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
感恩的心
我来自偶然 像一颗尘土
有谁看出我的脆弱
我来自何方 我情归何处
谁在下一刻呼唤我
----
天地虽宽 这条路却难走
我看遍这人间坎坷辛苦
我还有多少爱 我还有多少泪
要苍天知道 我不认输
----
感恩的心 感谢有你
伴我一生 让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心 感谢命运
花开花落 我一样会珍惜
----
我来自偶然 像一颗尘土
有谁看出我的脆弱
我来自何方 我情归何处
谁在下一刻呼唤我
----
天地虽宽 这条路却难走
我看遍这人间坎坷辛苦
我还有多少爱 我还有多少泪
要苍天知道 我不认输
----
感恩的心 感谢有你
伴我一生 让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心 感谢命运
花开花落 我一样会珍惜
----
感恩的心 感谢有你
伴我一生 让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心 感谢命运
花开花落 我一样会珍惜
有谁看出我的脆弱
我来自何方 我情归何处
谁在下一刻呼唤我
----
天地虽宽 这条路却难走
我看遍这人间坎坷辛苦
我还有多少爱 我还有多少泪
要苍天知道 我不认输
----
感恩的心 感谢有你
伴我一生 让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心 感谢命运
花开花落 我一样会珍惜
----
我来自偶然 像一颗尘土
有谁看出我的脆弱
我来自何方 我情归何处
谁在下一刻呼唤我
----
天地虽宽 这条路却难走
我看遍这人间坎坷辛苦
我还有多少爱 我还有多少泪
要苍天知道 我不认输
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感恩的心 感谢有你
伴我一生 让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心 感谢命运
花开花落 我一样会珍惜
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感恩的心 感谢有你
伴我一生 让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心 感谢命运
花开花落 我一样会珍惜
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:02 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Far Away
It's time for test. why do i feel so unsettled? Is it because of the test? Or is it because of other factors? Suddenly, everything seems so far away.Was yesterday just a dream? If it was, what happened to hope? Am i lost now? Feeling so close yet so far apart. Sitting beside yet it seems so distanced. I wonder why. Shouldn't i be concentrating on the test? What am i doing now? Why do i feel so restless? I longed for a reply. i longed for just a smile. Every night i refuse to close my eyes because you might disappear in this instant. I try my best to smile. My heart keeps aching and it seems to be uncurable. Its time now. Its time. i just hope those i cherish can always be happy. The pain, it never seems to fade, everytime the joy i hope remains. If you give me one chance to tell you how... All the best...
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:25 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, April 08, 2012
Uncertainty
I wonder how i scrap through the day yesterday. I wonder why i am here today and i wonder how it will be tomorrow. I am afraid to continue what must be done, i am afraid of the words that will hurt. There are too much uncertainties and no one knows what will happen tomorrow. Will we be able to live through the night?
Time passes, memories fades. Time passes, people changed. Would you trade you tomorrow for a yesterday? If yesterday was a treasure, would you want to repeat itself over and over again? Or would you venture out to a tomorrow full of uncertainties? There are times when emotions rule the weak and everything seems pre-destined and it was like we have no control with our life. Always believe that we have a choice.
Because there is a tomorrow, we strive for miracle. Because there is a tomorrow fill with uncertainties, we can dream. I'm happy because i know there is live even in the midst of all the uncertainties. I just wish somehow i can be strong enough to accept what will come in that tomorrow of mine...
Time passes, memories fades. Time passes, people changed. Would you trade you tomorrow for a yesterday? If yesterday was a treasure, would you want to repeat itself over and over again? Or would you venture out to a tomorrow full of uncertainties? There are times when emotions rule the weak and everything seems pre-destined and it was like we have no control with our life. Always believe that we have a choice.
Because there is a tomorrow, we strive for miracle. Because there is a tomorrow fill with uncertainties, we can dream. I'm happy because i know there is live even in the midst of all the uncertainties. I just wish somehow i can be strong enough to accept what will come in that tomorrow of mine...
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:57 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Blue Requiem
The wind blew through me, once in my life
In the midst of countless meetings
It pierced through my heart, you're shootin' star
Deeper and stronger than friendship
That day, I lost the pieces of myself
But you filled in all the blanks
Day by day, sadness rains down
On the crying earth we supported each other, the two of us
Looking at me with such kind eyes
You sang a blue requiem
Because I'll never forget
Sing the end of the future until we die
What warmth did you give to me?
On a night when my isolation was deeper than loneliness
Long way road, as I hung my head you were by my side
And you turned my useless tears into smiles
You smile with such sad eyes
I had the premonition
That you'd someday disappear
But if I bind my memories, I can reach the sky with love
All night long, to shield us from goodbyes
We said nothing as we were held by the sea of stars
The wind blew through me, once in my life
In the midst of countless meetings
It pierced through my heart, you're shootin' star
Deeper and stronger than friendship
Looking at me with such kind eyes
You sang a blue requiem
Because I'll never forget
Sing the end of the future until we die
In the midst of countless meetings
It pierced through my heart, you're shootin' star
Deeper and stronger than friendship
That day, I lost the pieces of myself
But you filled in all the blanks
Day by day, sadness rains down
On the crying earth we supported each other, the two of us
Looking at me with such kind eyes
You sang a blue requiem
Because I'll never forget
Sing the end of the future until we die
What warmth did you give to me?
On a night when my isolation was deeper than loneliness
Long way road, as I hung my head you were by my side
And you turned my useless tears into smiles
You smile with such sad eyes
I had the premonition
That you'd someday disappear
But if I bind my memories, I can reach the sky with love
All night long, to shield us from goodbyes
We said nothing as we were held by the sea of stars
The wind blew through me, once in my life
In the midst of countless meetings
It pierced through my heart, you're shootin' star
Deeper and stronger than friendship
Looking at me with such kind eyes
You sang a blue requiem
Because I'll never forget
Sing the end of the future until we die
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:23 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Lonely Person
When I'm alone in this cold night,
I think about no one else but you.
It's still too painful for my heart to bid goodbye,
so I suppress my longings for you and go to sleep.
I wish I could hear your voice right now.
I yearn for your lovely arms right now.
If our days of separation should continue on,
then maybe we should bid each other goodbye once and for all.
Precisely because it is an answerless long journey,
I absolutely need to have a strong proof to believe in.
Please, even just for a tiny little bit,
embrace me, for I feel like I'm about to freeze solid.
When I'm alone in this cold night,
I think about no one else but you.
It's still too painful for my heart to bid goodbye,
so I suppress my longings for you and go to sleep.
Through the same repeating days,
I was healed by your smile countless times.
Because I want to see you, I think of excuses,
and although I don't want to bid goodbye, I think about the end.
If I were to spill my guts and be frank,
for sure you'd look at me with a troubled look.
Since I understand you so well that it's painful,
I will keep it to myself, before my heart freezes.
When I'm alone in this starless sky,
I think about no one else but you.
I know too well that the status quo cannot be kept any longer,
so I must return you to the place where you're supposed to return.
If we could meet again someday somewhere,
I wish we'd create some good memories rather than sad ones.
Let's make a promise, that on our path from this point on,
we would always be smiling.
Your voice...
Your arms...
The days when we cannot meet...
I think about no one else but you.
It's still too painful for my heart to bid goodbye,
so I suppress my longings for you and go to sleep.
I wish I could hear your voice right now.
I yearn for your lovely arms right now.
If our days of separation should continue on,
then maybe we should bid each other goodbye once and for all.
Precisely because it is an answerless long journey,
I absolutely need to have a strong proof to believe in.
Please, even just for a tiny little bit,
embrace me, for I feel like I'm about to freeze solid.
When I'm alone in this cold night,
I think about no one else but you.
It's still too painful for my heart to bid goodbye,
so I suppress my longings for you and go to sleep.
Through the same repeating days,
I was healed by your smile countless times.
Because I want to see you, I think of excuses,
and although I don't want to bid goodbye, I think about the end.
If I were to spill my guts and be frank,
for sure you'd look at me with a troubled look.
Since I understand you so well that it's painful,
I will keep it to myself, before my heart freezes.
When I'm alone in this starless sky,
I think about no one else but you.
I know too well that the status quo cannot be kept any longer,
so I must return you to the place where you're supposed to return.
If we could meet again someday somewhere,
I wish we'd create some good memories rather than sad ones.
Let's make a promise, that on our path from this point on,
we would always be smiling.
Your voice...
Your arms...
The days when we cannot meet...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:59 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Eternal Requiem
"For the longest time,
I have lived my life fighting
I've been wounded, just as I have hurt many others... and then I had a dream
A dream which I will certainly never forget..."
Jealously & Lonely I long for your dream
Perhaps that is enough
I want you to share with me the pain of your heart
I want to be with you I'm leaving
I want to be just with you Farewell
Forever...
"When I woke up,
the whole place was filled with light
so warm, beautiful and nostalgic
Am I here at last...?"
Guilty & Truly End your weary wandering
Perhaps that is enough
Now sleep peacefully in my arms
Listen to my heart beat
Listen to my song for you
I want to be with you
I want to be just with you
Listen to my heart beat I can hear it
Listen to my song for you Thank you
Forever...
I have lived my life fighting
I've been wounded, just as I have hurt many others... and then I had a dream
A dream which I will certainly never forget..."
Jealously & Lonely I long for your dream
Perhaps that is enough
I want you to share with me the pain of your heart
I want to be with you I'm leaving
I want to be just with you Farewell
Forever...
"When I woke up,
the whole place was filled with light
so warm, beautiful and nostalgic
Am I here at last...?"
Guilty & Truly End your weary wandering
Perhaps that is enough
Now sleep peacefully in my arms
Listen to my heart beat
Listen to my song for you
I want to be with you
I want to be just with you
Listen to my heart beat I can hear it
Listen to my song for you Thank you
Forever...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:49 am
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
You
You're like a drug to me.
Like my own personal brand of heroine.
Before you,
My life was like a moonless night.
Very dark.
But there were starts,
Points of light and reason.
Then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly,
Everything was on fire.
There was brilliancy,
There was beauty.
When you were gone,
When the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
Everything went black.
Nothing had changed.
But my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore,
And there was no more reason for anything.
Like my own personal brand of heroine.
Before you,
My life was like a moonless night.
Very dark.
But there were starts,
Points of light and reason.
Then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly,
Everything was on fire.
There was brilliancy,
There was beauty.
When you were gone,
When the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
Everything went black.
Nothing had changed.
But my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore,
And there was no more reason for anything.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:41 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, April 07, 2012
Happy
What is the definition of happiness? Many seek happiness while few sought darkness. The words i hate you, and goodnight agony makes me realize i am indeed nothing more than a passer by in the many life of others.
No matter what i do or did, i just want those i cherish to be happy. If letting go, or pretending i don't care or even when i don't contact someone anymore, it simply means i care and cherished the person so much that i am betraying how i really feels. You have to curb your urge and feelings. You have to make yourself suffer just so you stop thinking of that someone. If letting go can grant others happiness, i would do so even with the expense of my live and my future. That too, is my love for the one i cherish.
No matter what happen in the end, my goal is clear and objective simple. I am happy i was once part of someone else dreams. A dream that cannot be fulfilled will always remain a dream. A beautiful one. I am glad to have meet so many people so far in this lifetime.
Remember, no matter what happen in the future, smile, be brave and move on. I will always be there, even if you can no longer see me. My presence and love will always protect you.
Goodnight.
No matter what i do or did, i just want those i cherish to be happy. If letting go, or pretending i don't care or even when i don't contact someone anymore, it simply means i care and cherished the person so much that i am betraying how i really feels. You have to curb your urge and feelings. You have to make yourself suffer just so you stop thinking of that someone. If letting go can grant others happiness, i would do so even with the expense of my live and my future. That too, is my love for the one i cherish.
No matter what happen in the end, my goal is clear and objective simple. I am happy i was once part of someone else dreams. A dream that cannot be fulfilled will always remain a dream. A beautiful one. I am glad to have meet so many people so far in this lifetime.
Remember, no matter what happen in the future, smile, be brave and move on. I will always be there, even if you can no longer see me. My presence and love will always protect you.
Goodnight.
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:34 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
陪着我的时候想着她
遮住我的星光 还占领(着)你的善良
音乐节的烟火
照亮多少人的寂寞
震耳欲聋的全宇宙
装不下一句温柔
在你身后低着头
也没有 什么好说
如果你的难过
你的沉默 不为我
和你一起听的歌
怎么都 变那么苦呢
最爱的人就在身边
怎么我都不快乐
原来甜蜜会干涸
幸福会 陷入沼泽
才让 天的颜色
心的温热 都变了
你陪着我的时候想着她
你听不见我的心在喧哗
明明我知道 却装作没想法
是善体人意还是傻瓜
你陪着我的时候想着她
你看不见我的笑多受伤
世界有多大 只剩下一个她
遮住我的星光 还占领你的善良
那些舍得舍不得
通通留给回忆好了
如果你有那么为难
我也不能勉强的
曾一起走过曲折
现在谁 还能选择
从此 你的内疚
我的迁就 自由了
你陪着我的时候想着她
你听不见我的心在喧哗
明明我知道 却装作没想法
是善体人意还是傻瓜
你陪着我的时候想着她
你看不见我的笑多受伤
世界有多大 只剩下一个她
遮住我的星光 还占领(着)你的善良
人潮推着我们走
就松开了那双彼此紧紧握着的手
最后的以后 Oh~~
你陪着我的时候想着她
你听不见我的心在喧哗
明明我知道 却装作没想法
是善体人意还是傻瓜
你陪着我的时候想着她
你看不见我的笑多受伤
世界有多大 只剩下一个她
遮住我的星光 还占领(着)你的善良
音乐节的烟火
照亮多少人的寂寞
震耳欲聋的全宇宙
装不下一句温柔
在你身后低着头
也没有 什么好说
如果你的难过
你的沉默 不为我
和你一起听的歌
怎么都 变那么苦呢
最爱的人就在身边
怎么我都不快乐
原来甜蜜会干涸
幸福会 陷入沼泽
才让 天的颜色
心的温热 都变了
你陪着我的时候想着她
你听不见我的心在喧哗
明明我知道 却装作没想法
是善体人意还是傻瓜
你陪着我的时候想着她
你看不见我的笑多受伤
世界有多大 只剩下一个她
遮住我的星光 还占领你的善良
那些舍得舍不得
通通留给回忆好了
如果你有那么为难
我也不能勉强的
曾一起走过曲折
现在谁 还能选择
从此 你的内疚
我的迁就 自由了
你陪着我的时候想着她
你听不见我的心在喧哗
明明我知道 却装作没想法
是善体人意还是傻瓜
你陪着我的时候想着她
你看不见我的笑多受伤
世界有多大 只剩下一个她
遮住我的星光 还占领(着)你的善良
人潮推着我们走
就松开了那双彼此紧紧握着的手
最后的以后 Oh~~
你陪着我的时候想着她
你听不见我的心在喧哗
明明我知道 却装作没想法
是善体人意还是傻瓜
你陪着我的时候想着她
你看不见我的笑多受伤
世界有多大 只剩下一个她
遮住我的星光 还占领(着)你的善良
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:08 am
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
我不想忘記你
我在向前走 卻像在退後
我在用想念 狂歡寂寞
越快樂就越失落 愛將我們高高舉起以後
再讓心 學會墜落
懷念著 寬闊的天空
雖然那裡 空氣很稀薄
我努力 想起你 笑著哭泣
讓自己 深愛你 再學會放棄
我不想忘記你 就算可以 我寧可記得所有傷心
我努力 想起你 哭也沒關係
用祝福 和感激 勇敢失去你
愛你這個決定 雖然艱辛 我不說對不起
一個人不懂 什麼是擁有
兩個人不懂 怎麼把握
越在乎就越脆弱 愛將我們高高舉起以後
再讓心 學會墜落
懷念著 寬闊的天空
雖然那裡 空氣很稀薄
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, April 06, 2012
Crystal
The pile of days gone by
Locked up in the innermost sanctum of my memory
Different from the day before,
I am now standing right here
The darkness that comes descending
Kindly embraces everything
It addresses me, telling me
The true meaning of protection
The stars that stretch to infinity
I would often admire them
Not forgetting that night
The point of no return
There is nothing for me to part from
I overflow with energy
Hotly, strongly, sturdily
Even if there were no light in the world
I would feel your voice
I would find only you
My search for
Warmth like the sun
How long has it lasted?
Observing can be very scary
In an instant your expression became cloudy
And I noticed
The sharp distress
Comes piercing through my body
I lost my way through the deep forest
Where is the exit?
Mistakenness and correctness
They cannot be compared
The time when we met
The doors of destiny opened
I wiped my tears, and saw for myself
This feeling is second to none
Beautiful just as it is
It is changing into a crystal
Watching over the silver moon
Playing the melody for the first time
The inexperienced wish is beautifully
Released to the distant future
There is nothing for me to part from
I overflow with energy
Hotly, strongly, sturdily
Even if there were no light in the world
I would feel your voice
I find only you
Locked up in the innermost sanctum of my memory
Different from the day before,
I am now standing right here
The darkness that comes descending
Kindly embraces everything
It addresses me, telling me
The true meaning of protection
The stars that stretch to infinity
I would often admire them
Not forgetting that night
The point of no return
There is nothing for me to part from
I overflow with energy
Hotly, strongly, sturdily
Even if there were no light in the world
I would feel your voice
I would find only you
My search for
Warmth like the sun
How long has it lasted?
Observing can be very scary
In an instant your expression became cloudy
And I noticed
The sharp distress
Comes piercing through my body
I lost my way through the deep forest
Where is the exit?
Mistakenness and correctness
They cannot be compared
The time when we met
The doors of destiny opened
I wiped my tears, and saw for myself
This feeling is second to none
Beautiful just as it is
It is changing into a crystal
Watching over the silver moon
Playing the melody for the first time
The inexperienced wish is beautifully
Released to the distant future
There is nothing for me to part from
I overflow with energy
Hotly, strongly, sturdily
Even if there were no light in the world
I would feel your voice
I find only you
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:07 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, April 05, 2012
Betrayal
Was it betrayal or just it as simple as a sheet of white paper? Between black and white, why is there a color gray? Would you rather follow your heart or simply think and follow logic? Would it be a betrayal if you follow one but not another? In this world, things can never be so simple. While you want something to happen or to do something your way, you'll have to spare a thought for others because what you do not only affects you, but the people around you as well.
For the good of someone, or just wanting someone to be happy, will you do something that hurts yourself just so that person can be happy? When logic and emotions comes into play, things gets complicated. Your mind tells your to let go because you love someone and want her/him to be happy while your heart tells you to grab hold because you love him/her. What will you do? Feelings and emotions plays a big role here. I think it's better to be focus on what you want the person to have and be in the end.
I would give up on myself and choose to overlook or maybe betray how i feel. To cover it up, one must be able to mask his feelings and emotions well. Perhaps, i am not good enough. That's why it always takes me several days or weeks to hide all these feelings which are deemed unnecessary. I think putting someone into uncertainty is a sin. If you follow how you feel, the future might be full of uncertainties causing more pain to others and to yourself. By going with the moral teachings and logical thinking, it's best to let that someone go, knowing he/she is able to grasp his/her own happiness.
I would do anything to make the people around me happy. I don't mind giving my life away. I don't mind being there when needed and discarded after used. I just want those i cherish to attain happiness. Define happiness? I think true happiness is when you can smile from your heart. I no longer can appreciate those feelings that's why i always strive to make people happy. That's why i can't understand why people smile and they can laugh so happily when all i can do is to fake it. I feel lonely, dislocated from this world...
If god ever give me a wish, i will i had never existed...
For the good of someone, or just wanting someone to be happy, will you do something that hurts yourself just so that person can be happy? When logic and emotions comes into play, things gets complicated. Your mind tells your to let go because you love someone and want her/him to be happy while your heart tells you to grab hold because you love him/her. What will you do? Feelings and emotions plays a big role here. I think it's better to be focus on what you want the person to have and be in the end.
I would give up on myself and choose to overlook or maybe betray how i feel. To cover it up, one must be able to mask his feelings and emotions well. Perhaps, i am not good enough. That's why it always takes me several days or weeks to hide all these feelings which are deemed unnecessary. I think putting someone into uncertainty is a sin. If you follow how you feel, the future might be full of uncertainties causing more pain to others and to yourself. By going with the moral teachings and logical thinking, it's best to let that someone go, knowing he/she is able to grasp his/her own happiness.
I would do anything to make the people around me happy. I don't mind giving my life away. I don't mind being there when needed and discarded after used. I just want those i cherish to attain happiness. Define happiness? I think true happiness is when you can smile from your heart. I no longer can appreciate those feelings that's why i always strive to make people happy. That's why i can't understand why people smile and they can laugh so happily when all i can do is to fake it. I feel lonely, dislocated from this world...
If god ever give me a wish, i will i had never existed...
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:52 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Alone
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
you don't know how long i have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
you don't know how long i have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:48 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Listen to your heart
I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
Listen to your heart....mm..mmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
Listen to your heart....mm..mmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:02 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, April 01, 2012
Wishes
Softly, softly, I close my eyes
Feeling you...
Called by the wind again, I look up at the sky alone
On nights when we can't meet, I send my wish to the stars
Nobody knows the "real me", but
Because I'm here, because I'm waiting
I want only you to notice me
For a long, long time, I've been dreaming
As if my feelings would someday reach you
Softly, softly, I close my eyes
Don't just disappear
Who are you thinking of? What are you looking at?
The reason I can't be honest is that I'm weak
Like this, I pass the nights, wanting to go and see you soon
If my wish were granted, like that time
Would you smile at me?
More and more, I show my dreams
As if my feelings were unstoppable
My trembling, trembling heart
Is searching for you
The sky today is still high and far away
I think of my small self, but
The stars and the dark and the wind and tomorrow
Are continuing on to you
Feeling you...
Called by the wind again, I look up at the sky alone
On nights when we can't meet, I send my wish to the stars
Nobody knows the "real me", but
Because I'm here, because I'm waiting
I want only you to notice me
For a long, long time, I've been dreaming
As if my feelings would someday reach you
Softly, softly, I close my eyes
Don't just disappear
Who are you thinking of? What are you looking at?
The reason I can't be honest is that I'm weak
Like this, I pass the nights, wanting to go and see you soon
If my wish were granted, like that time
Would you smile at me?
More and more, I show my dreams
As if my feelings were unstoppable
My trembling, trembling heart
Is searching for you
The sky today is still high and far away
I think of my small self, but
The stars and the dark and the wind and tomorrow
Are continuing on to you
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:52 am
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
