Friday, April 27, 2012
The Best
Have you ever care for someone and you want the best for him/her? Yes i did and i still do with every of my friends and love ones. Sometimes, because you care so much and love that person so much, you have to make a decision about what's best for him/her. Sometimes, even to the extent of hurting the one we care and love so much.
The best? What is defined as the best? We all have limitations because of who we are and how we are related to the person and therefore, the things we can do for one is much limited. No matter what you do, you'll tend to think of that person and what's best for him/her. You'll put yourself in the person's shoes and think from his point of view. And that is me, putting myself in others shoes and sometimes find myself unable to get out of it. Perhaps what we deemed best for the someone might not be what the person sees it to be. Even if the person you cared and loved so much misunderstand you or your intentions, will you still continue your best or be soft hearted? My objectives are clear, as long as i can do what's best for the person, i wouldn't mind doing anything that will hurt myself nor anything that will hurt the other person but i will try to minimize the damage i cause.
What is the best way to relief someone of their pain and hurt? What's the best way for someone to forget you? It's for them to hate you. It's for them to think you've turned on them. It's for them to think that you've changed and don't understand them. Is this the best way to help someone forget about me? Is this the best i can think of? Why do i feel so hurt in the process and let my tears keep on rolling down my eyes. Does every success have to come with pain and misery? I am hurting someone i care for and telling them all these awful lies. I have to think of and fake every word i say. I have to make myself looks like such a bastard when deep down i care so much about how he/she feels. Yet... This is everything left i can do...
Nobody will understand how it feels to hurt someone you love and care so much for. Nobody will ever understand that those memories they shared can never be altered and erased. Nobody will know deep down inside, he is struggling and it feels like a thousand knifes piercing through his heart. And nobody will knows when he is saying all those words, blood are flowing down his wrist. Deep down, he hope someone will understand but he know for it to work, for every effort he puts in, for every breath he takes, he hope this will be the last and the most he can ever do for the person he care so much for... The best he can ever do to repay someone special in his life...
In the end... Nobody will ever understand because the definitions of best is subjective... No matter what happened in the future, he'll brace through it alone himself...
The best? What is defined as the best? We all have limitations because of who we are and how we are related to the person and therefore, the things we can do for one is much limited. No matter what you do, you'll tend to think of that person and what's best for him/her. You'll put yourself in the person's shoes and think from his point of view. And that is me, putting myself in others shoes and sometimes find myself unable to get out of it. Perhaps what we deemed best for the someone might not be what the person sees it to be. Even if the person you cared and loved so much misunderstand you or your intentions, will you still continue your best or be soft hearted? My objectives are clear, as long as i can do what's best for the person, i wouldn't mind doing anything that will hurt myself nor anything that will hurt the other person but i will try to minimize the damage i cause.
What is the best way to relief someone of their pain and hurt? What's the best way for someone to forget you? It's for them to hate you. It's for them to think you've turned on them. It's for them to think that you've changed and don't understand them. Is this the best way to help someone forget about me? Is this the best i can think of? Why do i feel so hurt in the process and let my tears keep on rolling down my eyes. Does every success have to come with pain and misery? I am hurting someone i care for and telling them all these awful lies. I have to think of and fake every word i say. I have to make myself looks like such a bastard when deep down i care so much about how he/she feels. Yet... This is everything left i can do...
Nobody will understand how it feels to hurt someone you love and care so much for. Nobody will ever understand that those memories they shared can never be altered and erased. Nobody will know deep down inside, he is struggling and it feels like a thousand knifes piercing through his heart. And nobody will knows when he is saying all those words, blood are flowing down his wrist. Deep down, he hope someone will understand but he know for it to work, for every effort he puts in, for every breath he takes, he hope this will be the last and the most he can ever do for the person he care so much for... The best he can ever do to repay someone special in his life...
In the end... Nobody will ever understand because the definitions of best is subjective... No matter what happened in the future, he'll brace through it alone himself...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:09 pm
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