Sunday, April 22, 2012
Understand
How many of us will be able to understand others are experiencing? How many of us are able to put him/herself in another person's position and think and feel from another point. Will there be a day where people can understand each other? We always claim that we can understand animal behavior by observing them. But is that really the case? No doubt there is a cycle of what they do, but we can never fully understand everything. Just like why are there stars, moon and the sun.
To be able to understand others, you'll first need to understand yourself. You'll need to be put in many many difficult and sad position. You'll need to suffer and endure the pain which in return let you gain enlightenment. Right now, i am lost. Am i in too much pain to understand what is it for me? I can't understand why people are able to behave so differently. Why the words they say doesn't correspond to their actions. I'm trying to understand. Yet everything seems so hazy. Is this destiny?
Am i simply dwelling in self pity-ness? Or do i simply don't have the courage to move forward? I did my fair share to pursue what i want. I try my best to save up for the future. Yet time after time, in order to pursue the truth, actions and words came raining down with a heavy knock on my head and i begin to lose consciousness. My heart beginning tearing. I tried my best to hide my sorrow from those painful scars you gave me. Time after time, i move on, because i believe. While i am looking up at the stars above at night, were you there, hugging and kissing someone else? Somehow, we seems so far apart. The moon reflects the light from the sun just as the stars do. The earth is a beautiful place yet it seems distorted. Am i the moon that can only shine when the sun shines it's beautiful rays upon me or am i simply just the earth, distorted yet beautiful?
When people tell me they understand, how much does the person understand? What can the person see when he/she is judgmental? How can one truly understand when he/she doesn't sheds the protective layers to truly understand how others are feeling? The word understanding, it doesn't need to be spoken. We need to feel from inside. Close your eyes, imagine you're someone else, experience what the person is experiencing. Don't make judgment. What did you see? How would you feel? Will you be as strong as the person? Will you be able to smile amidst all this pain?
I'm tired... Won't anyone at all lend me their shoulder? I'm always trying to be the best i can for others. For them to be happy. I didn't care if no one appreciate me. Just don't treat me coldly nor hurt me. Living for myself is not easy. We're interdependent on others. We can't survive in this world on our own. It's painful... Take me away from all these pain... Understand...
To be able to understand others, you'll first need to understand yourself. You'll need to be put in many many difficult and sad position. You'll need to suffer and endure the pain which in return let you gain enlightenment. Right now, i am lost. Am i in too much pain to understand what is it for me? I can't understand why people are able to behave so differently. Why the words they say doesn't correspond to their actions. I'm trying to understand. Yet everything seems so hazy. Is this destiny?
Am i simply dwelling in self pity-ness? Or do i simply don't have the courage to move forward? I did my fair share to pursue what i want. I try my best to save up for the future. Yet time after time, in order to pursue the truth, actions and words came raining down with a heavy knock on my head and i begin to lose consciousness. My heart beginning tearing. I tried my best to hide my sorrow from those painful scars you gave me. Time after time, i move on, because i believe. While i am looking up at the stars above at night, were you there, hugging and kissing someone else? Somehow, we seems so far apart. The moon reflects the light from the sun just as the stars do. The earth is a beautiful place yet it seems distorted. Am i the moon that can only shine when the sun shines it's beautiful rays upon me or am i simply just the earth, distorted yet beautiful?
When people tell me they understand, how much does the person understand? What can the person see when he/she is judgmental? How can one truly understand when he/she doesn't sheds the protective layers to truly understand how others are feeling? The word understanding, it doesn't need to be spoken. We need to feel from inside. Close your eyes, imagine you're someone else, experience what the person is experiencing. Don't make judgment. What did you see? How would you feel? Will you be as strong as the person? Will you be able to smile amidst all this pain?
I'm tired... Won't anyone at all lend me their shoulder? I'm always trying to be the best i can for others. For them to be happy. I didn't care if no one appreciate me. Just don't treat me coldly nor hurt me. Living for myself is not easy. We're interdependent on others. We can't survive in this world on our own. It's painful... Take me away from all these pain... Understand...
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:38 pm
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