Thursday, April 05, 2012
Betrayal
Was it betrayal or just it as simple as a sheet of white paper? Between black and white, why is there a color gray? Would you rather follow your heart or simply think and follow logic? Would it be a betrayal if you follow one but not another? In this world, things can never be so simple. While you want something to happen or to do something your way, you'll have to spare a thought for others because what you do not only affects you, but the people around you as well.
For the good of someone, or just wanting someone to be happy, will you do something that hurts yourself just so that person can be happy? When logic and emotions comes into play, things gets complicated. Your mind tells your to let go because you love someone and want her/him to be happy while your heart tells you to grab hold because you love him/her. What will you do? Feelings and emotions plays a big role here. I think it's better to be focus on what you want the person to have and be in the end.
I would give up on myself and choose to overlook or maybe betray how i feel. To cover it up, one must be able to mask his feelings and emotions well. Perhaps, i am not good enough. That's why it always takes me several days or weeks to hide all these feelings which are deemed unnecessary. I think putting someone into uncertainty is a sin. If you follow how you feel, the future might be full of uncertainties causing more pain to others and to yourself. By going with the moral teachings and logical thinking, it's best to let that someone go, knowing he/she is able to grasp his/her own happiness.
I would do anything to make the people around me happy. I don't mind giving my life away. I don't mind being there when needed and discarded after used. I just want those i cherish to attain happiness. Define happiness? I think true happiness is when you can smile from your heart. I no longer can appreciate those feelings that's why i always strive to make people happy. That's why i can't understand why people smile and they can laugh so happily when all i can do is to fake it. I feel lonely, dislocated from this world...
If god ever give me a wish, i will i had never existed...
For the good of someone, or just wanting someone to be happy, will you do something that hurts yourself just so that person can be happy? When logic and emotions comes into play, things gets complicated. Your mind tells your to let go because you love someone and want her/him to be happy while your heart tells you to grab hold because you love him/her. What will you do? Feelings and emotions plays a big role here. I think it's better to be focus on what you want the person to have and be in the end.
I would give up on myself and choose to overlook or maybe betray how i feel. To cover it up, one must be able to mask his feelings and emotions well. Perhaps, i am not good enough. That's why it always takes me several days or weeks to hide all these feelings which are deemed unnecessary. I think putting someone into uncertainty is a sin. If you follow how you feel, the future might be full of uncertainties causing more pain to others and to yourself. By going with the moral teachings and logical thinking, it's best to let that someone go, knowing he/she is able to grasp his/her own happiness.
I would do anything to make the people around me happy. I don't mind giving my life away. I don't mind being there when needed and discarded after used. I just want those i cherish to attain happiness. Define happiness? I think true happiness is when you can smile from your heart. I no longer can appreciate those feelings that's why i always strive to make people happy. That's why i can't understand why people smile and they can laugh so happily when all i can do is to fake it. I feel lonely, dislocated from this world...
If god ever give me a wish, i will i had never existed...
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:52 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
