Monday, July 30, 2007
my FariYtaLe
my life is rite on track? i dunno... sth's missin.... wat's happenin to me? i dun feel ritez... i dun feel fine! dats wat i feel aft i saw her ytd... why?! i shld've juz shut my eyes... shit me!!! argh!!! but things are betta today le baz? yea! as long as i tell myself i'll be fine it'll be... mayb dats cheatin myself but dats wat i gonna do to save myself frm all the pain n misery... i wish someone wuld take a peek into my heart... tell me why n wat i'm feelin... i love everybody! i hate myself!!!!!!!! headache acttin up... issit dat i dun hab muc time? i dunno... everything is gonna be history! it'll be juz fine! to me to everyone to myself!
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:25 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, July 27, 2007
thE nExT DAy
today nth muc though... haish! tml got presentation... early in the morning at 8am lehz! lolz! damn sianz lorz! sighx!!!!!!! tml is also a special day... god knows why... special as it is, i have no one to celebrate wif me... nvm... celebrate it myself! dats wat i did for the previous mth also! wahaha! no big deal! been growin so weary n tired lately.... how long can i last in this state i wonder... i'll be fine... i hope! everything is gonna be alritez! it'll be okay! be strong weijie! :)
We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
Life is a road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be thereWhen the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
Life is a road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be thereWhen the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:54 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
moMenTs oF maGics
today nth to write? juz write about the moments of magic baz... the happiest things being with my exs... let me see... lets start from the 1st? okay
1. ting ting -> she gave me a box full or folded hearts
2. jamie -> we went sch tgt everyday
3. chelsea -> she baked chocolate brownies for me
4. shermaine -> her sweet msgs n the things we did
5. cassandra -> she said she wanna get me a billabong shirt
6. hui xin -> being tgt with her at the beach
7. ju lei -> things we did
8. xing juan -> the openess of talking
9. ting zhen -> her saying she loves me
10. pei ting -> lying with her on the bed
11. cristina -> she bought me 2ear studs
12. melisa -> the box of red beads and stars she made
13. geok teng -> her words,kiss,everything we did and when she said she loves me
14. shi yun -> when she say she loves me
15. vanessa -> when u gave me the cake she bakes
-end-
All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night
i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share
In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friend around me
say you'd be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home
We'll always be till the end.
1. ting ting -> she gave me a box full or folded hearts
2. jamie -> we went sch tgt everyday
3. chelsea -> she baked chocolate brownies for me
4. shermaine -> her sweet msgs n the things we did
5. cassandra -> she said she wanna get me a billabong shirt
6. hui xin -> being tgt with her at the beach
7. ju lei -> things we did
8. xing juan -> the openess of talking
9. ting zhen -> her saying she loves me
10. pei ting -> lying with her on the bed
11. cristina -> she bought me 2ear studs
12. melisa -> the box of red beads and stars she made
13. geok teng -> her words,kiss,everything we did and when she said she loves me
14. shi yun -> when she say she loves me
15. vanessa -> when u gave me the cake she bakes
-end-
All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night
i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share
In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friend around me
say you'd be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home
We'll always be till the end.
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:54 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, July 20, 2007
suDden DaY
another day pass... yet i didnt die... why am i still on earth? everythin seems fine in the eye... the faith is lost... loves n hatred erased... lost the faith lost the hope till the day is gone! who am i? i am who? am i who? make a wish, take a chance n break away! sighx! my life is stratin to return back to normal but i noe sth is missing! nvm... gonna live wif this! my missin life... my feelin isnt whole... this lyric... been tryin to find it! wats the song title.. haish...
bcuz of u, i 4get the smart ways to lie
bcuz of u, i'm mad at reason to cry...
Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
bcuz of u, i 4get the smart ways to lie
bcuz of u, i'm mad at reason to cry...
Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:44 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, July 19, 2007
yaWn.. .DayS paSsiN
nth muc today.. no sch or wat so eva... damn free... dun reali noe wat to do sia! haish! tml goin out watch harry potter... =) heheez! sat is grace bday! lolz! she invited me n wen go her bbq... den nxt sat is admanda bday... same... invited to bbq... yawn! omg! shld be goin broke le lorz! hahax! sianz!!!! den nxt sunday is gradin! OMG! i dun wanna go... for some personal reason... sianz! but nvm... hope everything will be betta de nxt day!
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promisesI don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promisesI don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:02 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
whAt iS LifE
sometimes i reali wonder wat life is? why are we created? i noe everyone has its mission on mother earth.... we need aknowleagement! praises n encouragement n so on... faith, hope n belief is wat everyone has... but does this helps to makes the world a betta place? sighx! why are we here? why shld be be here? does dying takes u away from ur past n future? does it ends der? dunno baz! mood so wierd.... seems so long dat i'm really happy... nvm baz! its okay! tellin myself this will make myself betta! sighx!
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:18 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
LifE suXx
muaiz life hasnt been so gud now... i suspose? but no nid to worry abt her le... kinda relief? but everythin seems so strange n unfamilar... dunno why.... been so tired lately! dunno why! beenin troubled by so many things... ytd slpt at 5pm cuz tok to mei.... yawn! woke up at 8am baz? sianz! so hungry now! today lyrivs is nice too... enjoy!
There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home (yeah yeah)
Seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange (mmm)
And maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it sothat you were right here
Right now..
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind (get you off my mind)
I try my best to be your man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face (touch your face)
But the truth remains
You're gone...You're gone...Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone..baby girl
You're gone..You're gone..
You're..
Now I don't wanna make excuses baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone (no no)
But if there's something that III could do
Won't you please let me know
And time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
And maybe I could change my everyday
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang aroundAnd find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heartYou can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do
Yeeeeeaah.....
I've been sitting here (sitting here)
Can't get you off my mind (cant get off my mind)
I try my best to be your man and be strong (my best to be your man and be strong)
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face (wishing I could touch your face)
But the truth remains (truth remains)
You're gone...You're gone...You're gone.
You're gone...You're gone
You're gone
Baby girl
Oh what'll I do
If I cant be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby, who will I be now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you near here with me
OOHHHHHHHH
There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home (yeah yeah)
Seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange (mmm)
And maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it sothat you were right here
Right now..
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind (get you off my mind)
I try my best to be your man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face (touch your face)
But the truth remains
You're gone...You're gone...Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone..baby girl
You're gone..You're gone..
You're..
Now I don't wanna make excuses baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone (no no)
But if there's something that III could do
Won't you please let me know
And time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
And maybe I could change my everyday
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang aroundAnd find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heartYou can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do
Yeeeeeaah.....
I've been sitting here (sitting here)
Can't get you off my mind (cant get off my mind)
I try my best to be your man and be strong (my best to be your man and be strong)
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face (wishing I could touch your face)
But the truth remains (truth remains)
You're gone...You're gone...You're gone.
You're gone...You're gone
You're gone
Baby girl
Oh what'll I do
If I cant be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby, who will I be now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you near here with me
OOHHHHHHHH
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:23 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, July 13, 2007
FriDaY 13
today nth muc.... not schling... ytd also... whole day at home? i hope so.. so i can slack! nowadays i beri tired.... dunno why... n dun hab energy liddat... dunno why lehz! sianz! haish!!! yawn! feel lyk slping lorz! today de lyrics is....
Could be your eyes
Could be your smile
Could be the way you freed my mind
Your precious touch caressed my soul
You gave me every thing I need
And now I'm lost
Lost forever
Lost forever
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said I turned my back on
You said I'm not the only one for you
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
Could be the lies
Could be the pride
Could be the days and nights so wild
Could be the times I wasn't there
And all the nights we didn't share
And now you're lost
Lost forever
Lost forever
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said I turned my back on
You said I'm not the only one for you
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
I can't sleep
I can't live without you by my side
So cold
So lost without you as my guide
You made me realilse
I'm nothing
Nothing without you
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
Could be your eyes
Could be your smile
Could be the way you freed my mind
Your precious touch caressed my soul
You gave me every thing I need
And now I'm lost
Lost forever
Lost forever
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said I turned my back on
You said I'm not the only one for you
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
Could be the lies
Could be the pride
Could be the days and nights so wild
Could be the times I wasn't there
And all the nights we didn't share
And now you're lost
Lost forever
Lost forever
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said I turned my back on
You said I'm not the only one for you
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
I can't sleep
I can't live without you by my side
So cold
So lost without you as my guide
You made me realilse
I'm nothing
Nothing without you
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:08 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
n0 ScH DaY
today so gud sia! no sch lorz! now stomach pain sia.... dunno why baz? nt feelin beri well... wonder wat i've ate wrong? sighx! nvm... today song will be a nice 1....
Don't speak, seal your lips,
Please don't say a word
Maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love,
I know it's not with me
But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory
It's never too late to relight the fire
It never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears
I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
You gave me more than love
But never thought I cared
My feelings were all for you
Although it didn't show I only told you on the day you let me go
It's never too late to relight the fire
It never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears
Now I realise that you're no longer mine
But I'm hoping that the pain will ease in time
Although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye
Because I know you're here with me inside
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears
Don't speak, seal your lips,
Please don't say a word
Maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love,
I know it's not with me
But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory
It's never too late to relight the fire
It never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears
I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
You gave me more than love
But never thought I cared
My feelings were all for you
Although it didn't show I only told you on the day you let me go
It's never too late to relight the fire
It never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears
Now I realise that you're no longer mine
But I'm hoping that the pain will ease in time
Although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye
Because I know you're here with me inside
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:31 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, July 08, 2007
LoneLY mE
ytd went to take class at SRG.... alone! WTF!! alweis liddat de... haish.... when nid me den ask me... no nid me throw me aside... wat am i nehz? nth baz? crapz! i also dunno baz! juz feelin so tired anyway... ytd aft dat went to yishun.... den cum back tam den bus broke dun.... haish... i'm jynx sia.... dunno why baz.... today i wanna post this beri nice song lyrics....
Standing here looking out my window
My nights are long and my days are cold
Cause I don't have you
How can I be so damn demanding?
I know you said that it's over now
But I can't let go
[1] - Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that You're everything I need and more
If only I could find you
[2] - Like a cold Summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
I'm the one without a band
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you
Driving 'round thought I saw you pass me
My rearview mirror's playing tricks on me
Cause you fade away
Maybe I'm just hallucinating
Cause my loneliness got the best of me
And my heart's so weak
Standing here looking out my window
My nights are long and my days are cold
Cause I don't have you
How can I be so damn demanding?
I know you said that it's over now
But I can't let go
[1] - Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that You're everything I need and more
If only I could find you
[2] - Like a cold Summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
I'm the one without a band
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you
Driving 'round thought I saw you pass me
My rearview mirror's playing tricks on me
Cause you fade away
Maybe I'm just hallucinating
Cause my loneliness got the best of me
And my heart's so weak
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:57 am
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Friday, July 06, 2007
boRinG Day
today suspose to hab meetin? but i skip... think tml den i do den send to my grp leader baz... i'm so lazy in this kinda things... things hab been goin okay lately... except... hahax... nth baz! wei shan said i changed? i also dunno lehz... i felt so too but i dunno how to explain baz.... haish! but i wanna be happy... be confident! will be stayin at the the beginin... from the start... :)
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okayI think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okayI think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:27 pm
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
another day passin by
its juz another day passin by... nth to do... but i'll try to love n try to be loved... i wanna escape to paradise... some place wher der is no pain... no misery.... life juz sux... sometimes things juz dun turn out the way they shld be bcuz wat we expect is "more"... i've learned dat.. also,wat n how we percive things will be a serious prob... whether de day turns out well or nt... nvm... its another day... heres today's lyrics....
I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn
I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:23 am
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
n0 m0rE abT mY liFe
today de post is no longer abt my life le... i'll juz post some short lyrics i like baz... these will represent how i feel? hope so baz! cuz i dun wanna think anymore....
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
And everything that you meant to me
Is written in the pages of my history
But it's over now as far as I can see
Suddenly
dats all for today....
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
And everything that you meant to me
Is written in the pages of my history
But it's over now as far as I can see
Suddenly
dats all for today....
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:27 pm
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
mY fEeLinGs
sad sad sad... my blog... why does it seems so sad? why does my life seems so sad n miserable? i wanna end it! can anyone put an end to this? de momeries u gave me... its hard to erase... btu i noe i have to move on... move on wif wat u left... the pain... the little hope... clingin on to it... but its alrd time to let go.... waitin is a long process... encouragin myself to bear wif the pain to wait... lyin to myself dat she still cares n loves me.... cheatin myself into the world of lies i've created... i wasnt enough to love her... i wasnt impt enough... i'll try nt to stead wif tkd gals again... i hated myself... i dun trust easily... why?! cuz of the 4th... cuz of sher... her promises are meant to be broken... so are urs... studies,family are impt.... but even frens n tkd is more impt den me.... i've no place to stand... i juz nth yet i say i dun mind as long as i'm wif her... why am i so cheap?! haish! i reali only wanted to be loved... i only wanted sth so simple.... yet nobody culd gave me... all i felt was loneliness... my sorrow nobody will understand... lettin go is reali diffc... the love i gave was true... was urs too? it doesnt matters anymore... lots of gals out der... why shld i keep torturin myself over her? i'll nv love so muc again! its betta to hurt to get hurt... aft sher... no 1gal dat i've love so muc... only u... alot alot more... but u wun understand n u wun care... the changes i made... the things i did... from the 1% of me to the 99% of me... but u didnt see... all is lost.... till this day everythin is gone! i'm juz a burdern... i wun be a burdern anymore! nt to u... so muc i wanna write... everywher i go is de ghost of u n me... it will alweis huant me... every couple i see.. i'm envious... i'll think of u... everynite i cry... i wish u'll be der... i'm juz not a gud bf... if only i culd hab 1 wish now,plz let me die! or plz take away my emotions... let me be a person wif nth... now i have someone to love me... i'm happy yet scared... i wonder if its true... does 4eva reali exist? i believe it twice... wif sher n wif her... was i a fool to get cheated twice?! tears are rollin down! i dun wish to write anymore! i wanna be loved! lend me ur presense!
goNe aWaY! nV RetuRn! dUN ReGrEt!
goNe aWaY! nV RetuRn! dUN ReGrEt!
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:57 pm
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thE 100tH poSt
this is my 100th post... i suspose this will be my last post.... my last post abt u... geok... its ended... i've decided to 4get her.... i dun wanna think anymore! its over.... i'll 4get u... to be love by the other her... to love n to be love... mayb i'll be more happy.... actually dat was all i eva wanted... nvm.... dunno wat to type suddenly... mayb nxt time den say baz!
guDbYE 4EvA
guDbYE 4EvA
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:51 pm
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Monday, July 02, 2007
it's Juz an0thEr daY
finally my heater is back.... my mum bought a new heater... heheez!! dats betta lorz... if nt everyday bath in cold water.. so cold sia! sighx! ytd i culdnt slp... i toss n turn to think....
why? why did she leave me? even when i beg her to come back... stay wif me.... she didnt... her promises were all but lies... i dun wanna think this way... but i cant help it... i hab no other reason to msg her... only bcuz i miss her baz.... so i alweis find excuses to msg her n hope dat she'll repl7y my msg... no matter how long or short the reply is,i still happy to receive it! who is she to put me through this torture?! i often wonder! wat wrong did i do?! i alweis think.... am i nt a gud stead?! or do u nt love me? i dunno... mayb is both.... wat u expect doesnt means ppl will gib... juz lyk her... i expect her to love me as muc as i love her... but she culdnt... dats why she's so stress.... its all my fault baz! placing high expectations on others... lykwise others dun have to fulfill... i dunno a thing abt live.... i juz wish i was dead! i'm hopin her to msg me so i noe dat she reali still hab me in my heart.... ders 1qus i alweis wanted to ask her... do u still love me? but i culdnt get it outta my mouth.... sighx!
DuN doUbt mY L0vE foR eUu
why? why did she leave me? even when i beg her to come back... stay wif me.... she didnt... her promises were all but lies... i dun wanna think this way... but i cant help it... i hab no other reason to msg her... only bcuz i miss her baz.... so i alweis find excuses to msg her n hope dat she'll repl7y my msg... no matter how long or short the reply is,i still happy to receive it! who is she to put me through this torture?! i often wonder! wat wrong did i do?! i alweis think.... am i nt a gud stead?! or do u nt love me? i dunno... mayb is both.... wat u expect doesnt means ppl will gib... juz lyk her... i expect her to love me as muc as i love her... but she culdnt... dats why she's so stress.... its all my fault baz! placing high expectations on others... lykwise others dun have to fulfill... i dunno a thing abt live.... i juz wish i was dead! i'm hopin her to msg me so i noe dat she reali still hab me in my heart.... ders 1qus i alweis wanted to ask her... do u still love me? but i culdnt get it outta my mouth.... sighx!
DuN doUbt mY L0vE foR eUu
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:43 am
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
shE mSged Me
ytd outta de blue she msged me.... she kinda jealous.... i'm so happy? yups! indeed i'm happy... to receive a msg from her... n de fact dat she does care makes my existance worthwhile! haish... but i think back... will i ever accept her again? someone dat can treat other minior things more impt den her bf... i wun do dat.. i noe... but wat u wun do doesnt means others wun do baz! i nw also dunno baz! i hate her yet i love her... i dunno how to do things ritez!! why do i still wait for her when i hate her? issit dat my love had frogiven her curelty n everythin else she did? i dunno! haish!!
arE u WaitIN foR mE t0o?
arE u WaitIN foR mE t0o?
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:04 pm
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