Monday, July 30, 2007
my FariYtaLe
my life is rite on track? i dunno... sth's missin.... wat's happenin to me? i dun feel ritez... i dun feel fine! dats wat i feel aft i saw her ytd... why?! i shld've juz shut my eyes... shit me!!! argh!!! but things are betta today le baz? yea! as long as i tell myself i'll be fine it'll be... mayb dats cheatin myself but dats wat i gonna do to save myself frm all the pain n misery... i wish someone wuld take a peek into my heart... tell me why n wat i'm feelin... i love everybody! i hate myself!!!!!!!! headache acttin up... issit dat i dun hab muc time? i dunno... everything is gonna be history! it'll be juz fine! to me to everyone to myself!
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:25 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
