if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, July 30, 2007

my FariYtaLe

my life is rite on track? i dunno... sth's missin.... wat's happenin to me? i dun feel ritez... i dun feel fine! dats wat i feel aft i saw her ytd... why?! i shld've juz shut my eyes... shit me!!! argh!!! but things are betta today le baz? yea! as long as i tell myself i'll be fine it'll be... mayb dats cheatin myself but dats wat i gonna do to save myself frm all the pain n misery... i wish someone wuld take a peek into my heart... tell me why n wat i'm feelin... i love everybody! i hate myself!!!!!!!! headache acttin up... issit dat i dun hab muc time? i dunno... everything is gonna be history! it'll be juz fine! to me to everyone to myself!


It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:25 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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