Monday, July 02, 2007
it's Juz an0thEr daY
finally my heater is back.... my mum bought a new heater... heheez!! dats betta lorz... if nt everyday bath in cold water.. so cold sia! sighx! ytd i culdnt slp... i toss n turn to think....
why? why did she leave me? even when i beg her to come back... stay wif me.... she didnt... her promises were all but lies... i dun wanna think this way... but i cant help it... i hab no other reason to msg her... only bcuz i miss her baz.... so i alweis find excuses to msg her n hope dat she'll repl7y my msg... no matter how long or short the reply is,i still happy to receive it! who is she to put me through this torture?! i often wonder! wat wrong did i do?! i alweis think.... am i nt a gud stead?! or do u nt love me? i dunno... mayb is both.... wat u expect doesnt means ppl will gib... juz lyk her... i expect her to love me as muc as i love her... but she culdnt... dats why she's so stress.... its all my fault baz! placing high expectations on others... lykwise others dun have to fulfill... i dunno a thing abt live.... i juz wish i was dead! i'm hopin her to msg me so i noe dat she reali still hab me in my heart.... ders 1qus i alweis wanted to ask her... do u still love me? but i culdnt get it outta my mouth.... sighx!
DuN doUbt mY L0vE foR eUu
why? why did she leave me? even when i beg her to come back... stay wif me.... she didnt... her promises were all but lies... i dun wanna think this way... but i cant help it... i hab no other reason to msg her... only bcuz i miss her baz.... so i alweis find excuses to msg her n hope dat she'll repl7y my msg... no matter how long or short the reply is,i still happy to receive it! who is she to put me through this torture?! i often wonder! wat wrong did i do?! i alweis think.... am i nt a gud stead?! or do u nt love me? i dunno... mayb is both.... wat u expect doesnt means ppl will gib... juz lyk her... i expect her to love me as muc as i love her... but she culdnt... dats why she's so stress.... its all my fault baz! placing high expectations on others... lykwise others dun have to fulfill... i dunno a thing abt live.... i juz wish i was dead! i'm hopin her to msg me so i noe dat she reali still hab me in my heart.... ders 1qus i alweis wanted to ask her... do u still love me? but i culdnt get it outta my mouth.... sighx!
DuN doUbt mY L0vE foR eUu
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:43 am
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