Monday, July 02, 2007

it's Juz an0thEr daY

finally my heater is back.... my mum bought a new heater... heheez!! dats betta lorz... if nt everyday bath in cold water.. so cold sia! sighx! ytd i culdnt slp... i toss n turn to think....

why? why did she leave me? even when i beg her to come back... stay wif me.... she didnt... her promises were all but lies... i dun wanna think this way... but i cant help it... i hab no other reason to msg her... only bcuz i miss her baz.... so i alweis find excuses to msg her n hope dat she'll repl7y my msg... no matter how long or short the reply is,i still happy to receive it! who is she to put me through this torture?! i often wonder! wat wrong did i do?! i alweis think.... am i nt a gud stead?! or do u nt love me? i dunno... mayb is both.... wat u expect doesnt means ppl will gib... juz lyk her... i expect her to love me as muc as i love her... but she culdnt... dats why she's so stress.... its all my fault baz! placing high expectations on others... lykwise others dun have to fulfill... i dunno a thing abt live.... i juz wish i was dead! i'm hopin her to msg me so i noe dat she reali still hab me in my heart.... ders 1qus i alweis wanted to ask her... do u still love me? but i culdnt get it outta my mouth.... sighx!

DuN doUbt mY L0vE foR eUu

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:43 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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