Thursday, May 31, 2012
比朋友多一点
作恶梦
惊醒的清晨
一个人
一个人
微寒的空气就在
想到你的时候
慢慢变清新
不安
在相遇的黄昏
沈睡著沈睡著
吵闹的城市就在
你说话的时候
渐渐变安静
只有我和你
我想我不能够
情人和朋友之间
来回不停地穿梭
我不能太靠近
否则看你的眼神
会不清醒
多希望
幸福快乐
就发生
正发生
孤独的夜景就在
你微笑的时候
变得好绚丽
想念你
每天要温习
像闹钟
不安静
和你谈心到天明
虽然假装冷静
嫉妒的毛病
就快要苏醒
比朋友多一点
就把手心交给你
请你温暖我的心
我想我很爱你
暂时还不能说明
怕失去你
逼自己不准想
却又在意你呼吸
我控制不住自己
你爱谁我帮你
只要你留个位置
我会陪你
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:31 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
弃权
很疲倦
在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉
你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为
能几年几月
掉进一个谎言
手不肯放
就会整个沦陷
很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退
对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远
爱上你对不对
不再奢望
哪天会又见
爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你
出去游戏人间
只任自己
埋怨
后悔
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:29 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
漂白的心/心淡
不用相信 我對你表白的感受 只要知道 我們是永遠的朋友 我沒想到 你怕了我過火的溫柔 別讓一場相識美麗都變的醜陋 我會好好忍住淚流 你還夫復何求 我走 你會不會跟我勉強的牽牽手 牽牽手 可能是唯一撫摸你的藉口 我走 在有笑容的時候 請把我表情看透 我總是關懷你的感受 不想聽的不說出口 這一顆給你漂白的心 屬於這多年朋友什麼都沒有 想起我們從前 難道你沒發現 那些沉默的纏綿 一起吃過拉麵 一起看過表演 回憶永遠不改變 我不希望 愛情會讓我抬不起頭 別讓難忘的往事都變成了一段傷口 我會向別人展開追求 你還夫復何求 我走 你會不會跟我勉強的牽牽手 牽牽手 可能是唯一撫摸你的藉口 我走 在有笑容的時候 請把我表情看透 我總是關懷你的感受 不想聽的不說出口 這一顆給你漂白的心 屬於這多年朋友什麼都沒有 想起我們從前 難道你沒發現 那些沉默的纏綿 希望經過多年 我們還會見面 僅有的聊天 關係不改變
心淡
想不起 怎麼會病到不分好歹
連受苦都甜美 我每日捱著 不睬不理
但卻捱不死 又去痴纏你
難道終此一生 都要這麼
不可爭一口氣 很謙卑 只不過是我太過愛你
連自尊都忘記 跌到極麻木 只好相信
又再爬得起 就會有轉机
若我不懂憎你 如何離別你
亦怕不會飛 由這一分鐘開始計起 春風秋雨間
恨〔限〕我對你以半年時間
慢慢的心淡 付清 賬單
平靜的對你熱度退減 一天一點傷心過 這一百數十晚
大概也夠我送我來回地獄又接返人間
春天分手 秋天會習慣
苦沖開了便淡 說甚麼再平反 只怕被迫一起更礙眼
往後這半年間 只愛自己
雖說不太習慣 畢竟有限
就當 過關
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:04 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Gone
Smile, an everlasting smile, a smile can bring you near to me. Don't ever let me find you gone, cause that would bring a tear to me. This world has lost its glory when you think that i don't even mean a single word i said. It's only words and words are all i have, to take your heart away. I've been sitting here, can't get you off my mind, I tried my best to be a man and to be strong. I drove myself insane wishing i could touch your face but the truth remains, you're gone. When you're gone, the pieces of my heart is missing you and i need you here to make it okay, i miss you. I said i wouldn't call but i'm a little down and i need you now. And i don't know how i can't do without you, i just need you now. Maybe i'm just hallucinating, cause my loneliness got the best of me and my heart so weak. The ghost of you and me, when will it set me free? I hear the voices call, following footsteps down the hall, trying to save whats left of my soul and heart. Baby why do i still cry for you, trying to get close to you, why do i still fear to face the ghost of you? Even though i know i should walk away, there's just a part of me that i can't erase. I lose my way but still you seems to understand, now and forever, i will be your man. God blessed the broken road, that led me straight to you... And i hope you'll always stay the same, cause there's nothing about you i would changed. Nobody knows me yet everyone knows my name. Some people judge me not knowing that i'm the same. All i need is love, someone who can share the pain i feel, and the eyes that stares, won't stare at me no more. And all i need is time, time for me to open up and show, the person i am, the person you think you know, you don't know... You don't know...
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:39 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Want You Hear
[Want you hear]
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time I am shaking from nervousness,
I love you, I love you…
[Want you hear]
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time my heart is fluttering,
I love you, I love you…
Now,
I don’t want to be remembered merely as a friend,
I want to spend,
The oncoming days with you.
I promise to,
Build up the courage and approach you,
It makes me so nervous it feels like my heart will explode,
To think that I will say these kinds of things to you.
I try to be careful with my selfishness,
I hope you feel the way I do.
[Want you hear]
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time my heart is fluttering,
I love you, I love you…
Will you tell me?
If it’s ok for me to approach you,
I hope its ok,
I’m going to believe that you’ll feel its ok,
I hope that you embrace me warmly,
I, who is opening my heart little by little.
[Want you hear]
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time I am shaking from nervousness,
I love you, I love you…
[Want you hear, want you hear,
Want you see, want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time my heart is fluttering,
I love you forever.
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time I am shaking from nervousness,
I love you, I love you…
[Want you hear]
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time my heart is fluttering,
I love you, I love you…
Now,
I don’t want to be remembered merely as a friend,
I want to spend,
The oncoming days with you.
I promise to,
Build up the courage and approach you,
It makes me so nervous it feels like my heart will explode,
To think that I will say these kinds of things to you.
I try to be careful with my selfishness,
I hope you feel the way I do.
[Want you hear]
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time my heart is fluttering,
I love you, I love you…
Will you tell me?
If it’s ok for me to approach you,
I hope its ok,
I’m going to believe that you’ll feel its ok,
I hope that you embrace me warmly,
I, who is opening my heart little by little.
[Want you hear]
May you hear my heart,
[Want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time I am shaking from nervousness,
I love you, I love you…
[Want you hear, want you hear,
Want you see, want you see]
May you see me,
It’s the first time my heart is fluttering,
I love you forever.
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:20 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Dream of Doll
You only look at far places
I'm right here you know
if you'd only turn your head
just a little, you could see me
How it was at first was good
if you could just see me
But it seems I'm getting tired now of a never ending wait
I was always one step behind you
will you forever be unable to see me?
while looking at me,
while speaking with you hands...
I will always love you
Every day I have a dream
a dream of you and I speaking to each other
but you can't know the pain afterwards
I was always one step behind you
will you forever be unable to see me?
while looking at me,
while speaking with your hands...
I will always love you
People asked me
why I just look at one place so much
I couldn't understand it myself, my mind
Like a small doll, only facing you
I was always one step behind you
will you forever be unable to see me?
while looking at me,
while speaking with your hands...
I will always love you
Forever, I will stay with you
I'm right here you know
if you'd only turn your head
just a little, you could see me
How it was at first was good
if you could just see me
But it seems I'm getting tired now of a never ending wait
I was always one step behind you
will you forever be unable to see me?
while looking at me,
while speaking with you hands...
I will always love you
Every day I have a dream
a dream of you and I speaking to each other
but you can't know the pain afterwards
I was always one step behind you
will you forever be unable to see me?
while looking at me,
while speaking with your hands...
I will always love you
People asked me
why I just look at one place so much
I couldn't understand it myself, my mind
Like a small doll, only facing you
I was always one step behind you
will you forever be unable to see me?
while looking at me,
while speaking with your hands...
I will always love you
Forever, I will stay with you
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:17 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Hurt
Peaceful side of you became my laughter
Warm side of you became my body temperature
Sweet side of you became my miracle
Now, it’s all in the past…
The spot where love lingered
Is filled with tears
The spot where love passed by
Is filled with darkness
No matter how much I hold back
Tears are flowing down
And it’s gone like the gust
Memories that’s gone like a dust
I am living on
I am still breathing
But this life is more painful then death
In my dream, you’ve became my world
In my heart, you’ve became my universe
You are mystical, you’ve became my miracles
Now, all of those never happened
The spot where love was full
Filling it up with tears
The spot where love passed by
Nothing but full of fears
It’s dripping, it’ really dripping
The sadness is showering down
Gone like a fume
Even the memories might be all scattered up
I am living on
I am breathing on
But this life is more painful then death
Warm side of you became my body temperature
Sweet side of you became my miracle
Now, it’s all in the past…
The spot where love lingered
Is filled with tears
The spot where love passed by
Is filled with darkness
No matter how much I hold back
Tears are flowing down
And it’s gone like the gust
Memories that’s gone like a dust
I am living on
I am still breathing
But this life is more painful then death
In my dream, you’ve became my world
In my heart, you’ve became my universe
You are mystical, you’ve became my miracles
Now, all of those never happened
The spot where love was full
Filling it up with tears
The spot where love passed by
Nothing but full of fears
It’s dripping, it’ really dripping
The sadness is showering down
Gone like a fume
Even the memories might be all scattered up
I am living on
I am breathing on
But this life is more painful then death
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:14 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Rainy Day
Cause rainy day
So I could cry all day
Without any words, without any reasons, I let you go
That day became the saddest day ever in my memory
It's rainy day
The day when we struggled up our separation
The day when my meaningless self has become so miserable that I cried all day
The day when the skies cried for me to comfort me
Please let me go now, lets stop here.
I've always been standing by your side
I hated myself for not making you feel my love
and for not making you feel that I was yours
It's rainy day
The day when I let you go without any reason
The day when my painful tears became the rain so you wouldnt be able to see it
I need to let you go now. Lets end it about now
I've always been standing by your side
I needed to throw away my love, my never meant to be love
Please let me go now, lets stop here.
I've always been standing by your side
I hated myself for not making you feel my love
and for not making you feel that I was yours
So I could cry all day
Without any words, without any reasons, I let you go
That day became the saddest day ever in my memory
It's rainy day
The day when we struggled up our separation
The day when my meaningless self has become so miserable that I cried all day
The day when the skies cried for me to comfort me
Please let me go now, lets stop here.
I've always been standing by your side
I hated myself for not making you feel my love
and for not making you feel that I was yours
It's rainy day
The day when I let you go without any reason
The day when my painful tears became the rain so you wouldnt be able to see it
I need to let you go now. Lets end it about now
I've always been standing by your side
I needed to throw away my love, my never meant to be love
Please let me go now, lets stop here.
I've always been standing by your side
I hated myself for not making you feel my love
and for not making you feel that I was yours
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:12 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
SKY
Already you are in a far away place.
A place where not matter how much you run
you can't run to.
I probably have to forget. The bad person to me.
That gaze, that breath, even the warm touch.
The more I loved the more I become lonely.
To me whose frozen white and has a hard time talking,
The world is completely and only you.
You've become more normal to me than breathing.
When I look at the sky, when I just look at the sky
I'm reminded of you and tears keep falling.
In if in my dreams, even if in my dreams
Coming to find me, don't do that.
I can't know. Your always hurting heart.
Everything's been burnt black, to me who's even lost laughter...
The world is filled with only you.
Like breathing, to you I've become used to.
When I look at the sky, when I just look at the sky
Because I see only you, tears keep falling.
I shouldn't have met you.
The words that I could win over, were all lies.
You're My Life
In if in my dreams, even if in my dreams
Coming to me, don't do that kind of thing.
The world is filled with only you.
You've become more normal to me than breathing.
When I look at the sky, when I just look at the sky
Because I see you, tears keep falling.
A place where not matter how much you run
you can't run to.
I probably have to forget. The bad person to me.
That gaze, that breath, even the warm touch.
The more I loved the more I become lonely.
To me whose frozen white and has a hard time talking,
The world is completely and only you.
You've become more normal to me than breathing.
When I look at the sky, when I just look at the sky
I'm reminded of you and tears keep falling.
In if in my dreams, even if in my dreams
Coming to find me, don't do that.
I can't know. Your always hurting heart.
Everything's been burnt black, to me who's even lost laughter...
The world is filled with only you.
Like breathing, to you I've become used to.
When I look at the sky, when I just look at the sky
Because I see only you, tears keep falling.
I shouldn't have met you.
The words that I could win over, were all lies.
You're My Life
In if in my dreams, even if in my dreams
Coming to me, don't do that kind of thing.
The world is filled with only you.
You've become more normal to me than breathing.
When I look at the sky, when I just look at the sky
Because I see you, tears keep falling.
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:08 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
可惜不是你
這一刻 突然覺得好熟悉 像昨天 今天同時在放映
我這句語氣 原來好像你 不就是我們愛過的證據
差一點 騙了自己騙了你 愛與被愛不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一種運氣 但我無法完全交出自己
努力為你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏線
以為在你身邊 那也算永遠 彷彿還是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遙遠 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見
可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能感受那溫柔
那一段 我們曾心貼著心 (我想我更有權力關心你)
可能你 已走進別人風景 多希望 也有 星光的投影
努力為你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏線
以為在你身邊 那也算永遠 彷彿還是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遙遠 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見
可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能感受那溫柔
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能溫暖我胸口
我這句語氣 原來好像你 不就是我們愛過的證據
差一點 騙了自己騙了你 愛與被愛不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一種運氣 但我無法完全交出自己
努力為你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏線
以為在你身邊 那也算永遠 彷彿還是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遙遠 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見
可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能感受那溫柔
那一段 我們曾心貼著心 (我想我更有權力關心你)
可能你 已走進別人風景 多希望 也有 星光的投影
努力為你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏線
以為在你身邊 那也算永遠 彷彿還是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遙遠 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見
可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能感受那溫柔
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能溫暖我胸口
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:44 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, May 25, 2012
The Ending
It's been a long 3 months. Perhaps it isn't as long as i thought it would be. Today marks an end to the course and it also marks an end to someone i cherished and is important to me. Someone i truly cared for with my heart. I'm happy that i know i've tried my best despite many misunderstandings and conflicts. I've always been trying my best to clear my doubts, ask questions and trying to improve myself. I always ask myself if i've done the right thing and my answer is always yes.
Perhaps how we perceive things are different, that give rise to conflicts and problems. I've always believe if we're able to make an effort to sit down and share our opinions and open up to new ideas and accept the fact that might really be how others might feel, things would be better off. Despite all these troubled times, we managed to pull through. When i was down, you cheered me up. You words have healing powers from god yet they cause destruction as well. When you're angry or sad, my company and patience pulls you through. We both agreed that there're 2 sides to a coin and we should try to look at things and acknowledge how others might feel. If there is a misunderstandings of words or tones, talk it out. Everything will be just fine.
A good friend of mine once shared with me everything. She did not hold back but i did. Afraid that my misery and sorrow would affect her or the people i care for. I guess i must've hurt her unknowingly. The greatest joy i find, being with her is that she's real. She wouldn't put up an act in front or being others. But her lack of patience to explain hurts me. Her judgmental ideals are far off. I'll take as much time as i can just to explain and tell her how i truly feel and what i truly meant. I know i tend to misunderstand her badly as well. That's why i always love to ask questions.
As i typed this post, the feeling of tomorrow wouldn't come overwhelmed me. I would always take an extra effort and go the extra mile for people i care for. I wouldn't complain even when i am tired because i do it willingly. As i close my eyes and start to feel sleepy, all i can think about is the happy moments, the smiles, the cute reactions, the sorrow that is now carve deep inside me now. Even as the day comes to an end, the night will be there. Life goes on with or without me or you. I will reflect on what you've said to me and hopefully, one day, we will be able to see eye to eye, face to face.
The end, is such a scary place to be, everything has fall apart, don't know how to get away from here. But i know every ending is a new beginning. One more chance to get it right, one more chance to get it wrong. I'm glad to have met people i can hold dearly to me in my life. I'm glad to have met many people, i'm glad to have met her. I would gladly trade my tomorrow for yesterday if it means just to care and see her again once more. An important friend, a pure soul, someone really special to me. Although i no longer have the chance nor courage to face her anymore because of all these mixed feelings, i still wish my phone would ring and we could make things clear. It's the 1st time i cried for someone other than my girlfriend. There is always a first time, and that's you.
I just want to say thank you for being there for me for the past months and i cherish each and every moment together be it happy or sad, angry or miserable. Thank you for not abandoning me even when you were unhappy. All the things you've done, the effort you've put in, i might not be able to feel them nor know them. Still, i know you've done your best, the best you know to make the journey a fruitful one. Even though i may no longer be around you anymore, even though we may no contact each other anymore, we both know we truly cared, cherished, liked and we meant a whole lot to each other. I would never trade away the memories we shared for anything.
Take care to my fellow course mates. Take care to that special friend whom makes me a whole lot better person and let me know the feeling of pursuing what i want. I will never forget you. I dedicate this post to my special friend, to the person i cherish. Hamster, this is for you. I'll be there always.
Perhaps how we perceive things are different, that give rise to conflicts and problems. I've always believe if we're able to make an effort to sit down and share our opinions and open up to new ideas and accept the fact that might really be how others might feel, things would be better off. Despite all these troubled times, we managed to pull through. When i was down, you cheered me up. You words have healing powers from god yet they cause destruction as well. When you're angry or sad, my company and patience pulls you through. We both agreed that there're 2 sides to a coin and we should try to look at things and acknowledge how others might feel. If there is a misunderstandings of words or tones, talk it out. Everything will be just fine.
A good friend of mine once shared with me everything. She did not hold back but i did. Afraid that my misery and sorrow would affect her or the people i care for. I guess i must've hurt her unknowingly. The greatest joy i find, being with her is that she's real. She wouldn't put up an act in front or being others. But her lack of patience to explain hurts me. Her judgmental ideals are far off. I'll take as much time as i can just to explain and tell her how i truly feel and what i truly meant. I know i tend to misunderstand her badly as well. That's why i always love to ask questions.
As i typed this post, the feeling of tomorrow wouldn't come overwhelmed me. I would always take an extra effort and go the extra mile for people i care for. I wouldn't complain even when i am tired because i do it willingly. As i close my eyes and start to feel sleepy, all i can think about is the happy moments, the smiles, the cute reactions, the sorrow that is now carve deep inside me now. Even as the day comes to an end, the night will be there. Life goes on with or without me or you. I will reflect on what you've said to me and hopefully, one day, we will be able to see eye to eye, face to face.
The end, is such a scary place to be, everything has fall apart, don't know how to get away from here. But i know every ending is a new beginning. One more chance to get it right, one more chance to get it wrong. I'm glad to have met people i can hold dearly to me in my life. I'm glad to have met many people, i'm glad to have met her. I would gladly trade my tomorrow for yesterday if it means just to care and see her again once more. An important friend, a pure soul, someone really special to me. Although i no longer have the chance nor courage to face her anymore because of all these mixed feelings, i still wish my phone would ring and we could make things clear. It's the 1st time i cried for someone other than my girlfriend. There is always a first time, and that's you.
I just want to say thank you for being there for me for the past months and i cherish each and every moment together be it happy or sad, angry or miserable. Thank you for not abandoning me even when you were unhappy. All the things you've done, the effort you've put in, i might not be able to feel them nor know them. Still, i know you've done your best, the best you know to make the journey a fruitful one. Even though i may no longer be around you anymore, even though we may no contact each other anymore, we both know we truly cared, cherished, liked and we meant a whole lot to each other. I would never trade away the memories we shared for anything.
Take care to my fellow course mates. Take care to that special friend whom makes me a whole lot better person and let me know the feeling of pursuing what i want. I will never forget you. I dedicate this post to my special friend, to the person i cherish. Hamster, this is for you. I'll be there always.
When I am walking in front of you
I am protecting you
When I am walking behind you
I am looking after you
When i am walking beside you
I am with you
And if you don't see me anywhere
I'll be in the heaven watching over you
With Love
Snoopy
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:12 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, May 14, 2012
Sad Story
It’s a sad story.
I can’t forget that uncommon day when the bright sun is filling
I dreamed endlessly on this beautiful day
The tears that I don’t desire, please come find me
I can’t forget that uncommon day when the bright sun is filling
I dreamed endlessly on this beautiful day
The tears that I don’t desire, please come find me
The way you spoke from your painfully cold lips
Shuts out all light
Even though the wind passes by leaving nothing, I lose strength and cry
Cause you’re breakin’ my heart
Even though the wind passes by leaving nothing, I lose strength and cry
Cause you’re breakin’ my heart
How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me
How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go now and forever
come back to me
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go now and forever
come back to me
It's a sad story
Like a continuous dream on this beautiful day
The tears come find me
I’m weary of this cruel separation, I break down and cry
cause you're breakin' my heart
Like a continuous dream on this beautiful day
The tears come find me
I’m weary of this cruel separation, I break down and cry
cause you're breakin' my heart
How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me
How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go now and forever
come back to me
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go now and forever
come back to me
I can not breathe
I won't be healed
I want to see what i was
I must be blind
I want to get back to that light
I won't be healed
I want to see what i was
I must be blind
I want to get back to that light
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:18 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Haruka
The little bulb of flower
once again looks up to the cold starry sky
"Where are you going?"It asked
With those innocent eyes
Swallowed by the darkness
At the world's end
It's breathing
The tiny dream
I want to hold you tight
I want to keep you warm so you won't be cold
As long as you wish hard
Gently, with our hearts united
I wish you can to reach your dream
Why did we not realize that
The important thing is for us to be together?
Even the meaning of "Unconditional Love"
I start to realize how far away I am from the answer
Please come here
just the way you are
The pain from your sin
I will take it all away
I want to hold you softly
I want to keep you warm
like I am going to tuck you in
It's true that the harder you wish
the more it blossoms, blossoms
I hope you will never give up your dream
In this crazy world that is constantly changing
Please don't become good at faking your smile
There is no wrong appearance
It's okay to shred more tears
Flower petals sing in the breeze of spring
Even though you cannot see eternity from here
Continue on, each individual future
While it is searching, while it is shinning
I want to hold you tight
I want to keep you warm so you won't be cold
As long as you wish hard
Gently, with our hearts united
I wish you can reach your dream
I wish you can reach your dream
once again looks up to the cold starry sky
"Where are you going?"It asked
With those innocent eyes
Swallowed by the darkness
At the world's end
It's breathing
The tiny dream
I want to hold you tight
I want to keep you warm so you won't be cold
As long as you wish hard
Gently, with our hearts united
I wish you can to reach your dream
Why did we not realize that
The important thing is for us to be together?
Even the meaning of "Unconditional Love"
I start to realize how far away I am from the answer
Please come here
just the way you are
The pain from your sin
I will take it all away
I want to hold you softly
I want to keep you warm
like I am going to tuck you in
It's true that the harder you wish
the more it blossoms, blossoms
I hope you will never give up your dream
In this crazy world that is constantly changing
Please don't become good at faking your smile
There is no wrong appearance
It's okay to shred more tears
Flower petals sing in the breeze of spring
Even though you cannot see eternity from here
Continue on, each individual future
While it is searching, while it is shinning
I want to hold you tight
I want to keep you warm so you won't be cold
As long as you wish hard
Gently, with our hearts united
I wish you can reach your dream
I wish you can reach your dream
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:08 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, May 13, 2012
最伤心的歌
我哭过笑过我爱过恨过我没人心疼过
我伤心难过无可奈何听着最伤心的歌
我对过错过我来了去了我的心已死了
幸福是什么爱你为什么伤透的心何时能解脱
你头也不回离开我走了
你的绝情伤害了我
沉默的我的心早已变了
喜欢过着孤独的生活
谁不曾被最真的爱伤害过
又有谁能不经受坎坷
爱情的路经历那么多枯涩
我被最爱的人伤害了
秋天来了 枫叶也都红了
我的心也随风飘落
我好寂寞 整颗心都碎了
躲在角落听着伤心的歌
我哭过笑过我爱过恨过我没人心疼过
我伤心难过无可奈何听着最伤心的歌
我对过错过我来了去了我的心已死了
幸福是什么爱你为什么伤透的心何时能解脱
我伤心难过无可奈何听着最伤心的歌
我对过错过我来了去了我的心已死了
幸福是什么爱你为什么伤透的心何时能解脱
你头也不回离开我走了
你的绝情伤害了我
沉默的我的心早已变了
喜欢过着孤独的生活
谁不曾被最真的爱伤害过
又有谁能不经受坎坷
爱情的路经历那么多枯涩
我被最爱的人伤害了
秋天来了 枫叶也都红了
我的心也随风飘落
我好寂寞 整颗心都碎了
躲在角落听着伤心的歌
我哭过笑过我爱过恨过我没人心疼过
我伤心难过无可奈何听着最伤心的歌
我对过错过我来了去了我的心已死了
幸福是什么爱你为什么伤透的心何时能解脱
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:39 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
怎么会狠心伤害我
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:32 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
孤單心事
雨下在我窗前 玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來 比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗 還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天 我常常會夢見
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願 你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
我在你的心裡 有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現 我還在你身邊
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願 你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
街上的人都看起來 比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗 還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天 我常常會夢見
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願 你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
我在你的心裡 有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現 我還在你身邊
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願 你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:43 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Because You're Here
"Because you're here, there is a tomorrow that I want to protect"
Those words from you was the start to walking
We get tired from things that doesn't go well
The only thing that doesn't change every day is the feeling for someone
How can I do my best until the end? without breaking
The moon shines upon the heart that might break
"Because you're here, there is a tomorrow that I want to protect"
Those words from you was the start to walking
"Because you're here, I won't give up even the smallest dream"
In the city that even made believing into an illusion
Everyone acts like they're lost but actually living
Pretends to look but wants to be found
Why does love exist in this Earth? Why do people
Hurt others but want to be forgiven?
"Because you're here, there is a tomorrow that I want to protect"
Those words from you was the start to walking
"Because you're here, I won't give up even the smallest dream"
Getting lost in this city that only lonely things hurt my heart
There seems to be something that can be done by myself
There seems to be something that cannot be ended
I want to help you as much as I can
"Because you're here, there is a tomorrow that I want to protect"
Those words from you was the start to walking
"Because you're here, I won't give up even the smallest dream"
In the city that even made believing into an illusion
Those words from you was the start to walking
We get tired from things that doesn't go well
The only thing that doesn't change every day is the feeling for someone
How can I do my best until the end? without breaking
The moon shines upon the heart that might break
"Because you're here, there is a tomorrow that I want to protect"
Those words from you was the start to walking
"Because you're here, I won't give up even the smallest dream"
In the city that even made believing into an illusion
Everyone acts like they're lost but actually living
Pretends to look but wants to be found
Why does love exist in this Earth? Why do people
Hurt others but want to be forgiven?
"Because you're here, there is a tomorrow that I want to protect"
Those words from you was the start to walking
"Because you're here, I won't give up even the smallest dream"
Getting lost in this city that only lonely things hurt my heart
There seems to be something that can be done by myself
There seems to be something that cannot be ended
I want to help you as much as I can
"Because you're here, there is a tomorrow that I want to protect"
Those words from you was the start to walking
"Because you're here, I won't give up even the smallest dream"
In the city that even made believing into an illusion
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:27 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Birthday
Thanks to all those whom gave their blessings to me yesterday. And thanks those whom spent their time with me, trying to make everything possible for me. Lastly, thanks for the gifts that i've received from my friends. Although yesterday was just as depressing as any other day but i guess what matters is that i am still alive. I'm really tired. I wish to be put to rest soon.
Thank you
Family Andrew Alex Eric Terence Chek Wun Charles Haresh Winson Elton
Pei Ting Sophia Pei Fen Xin Yan Tina Yan Ying Sheron Audrey Deanna Miki
Sherwyn Boon Hoe Jian Wei Bryan Haisang Ben Melvin Tommy Gabriel Justin
Qi Ying Chelsea Keris Christine Grace May Xueling Selina Wei Wen Juliana
Nathan Sevin Shuhkrie Shen Long Dess Cedric Hong Hui Jin Qiang Kean
Yully Celest Ines Khee Xuan Kai Wei Serene Felicia Diana Xiu Hui Pinky
Benjamin Leonard Teck Soon Yuan Zhen Bing Hui Zhi Xian Kent Bernie Gerald
Jorine Jane Cherry Chua Wei Ling Chow Wei Ling Vinny Seow Jia Wina Tiffany
Chester Marcus Jeremy Kavan Emmanuel Kai Xiang Feng Wei Yu Jing Kevyn
Adeline Shena Xing Juan Yuki Geraldine Candice Wei Ling Tanny Zoey
Reinald Kang Xian Ricky Wen De Joel Jun Hao Wei Ming Salween
Thanks to the 53 Gentlemen and 49 Ladies
Thank you
Family Andrew Alex Eric Terence Chek Wun Charles Haresh Winson Elton
Pei Ting Sophia Pei Fen Xin Yan Tina Yan Ying Sheron Audrey Deanna Miki
Sherwyn Boon Hoe Jian Wei Bryan Haisang Ben Melvin Tommy Gabriel Justin
Qi Ying Chelsea Keris Christine Grace May Xueling Selina Wei Wen Juliana
Nathan Sevin Shuhkrie Shen Long Dess Cedric Hong Hui Jin Qiang Kean
Yully Celest Ines Khee Xuan Kai Wei Serene Felicia Diana Xiu Hui Pinky
Benjamin Leonard Teck Soon Yuan Zhen Bing Hui Zhi Xian Kent Bernie Gerald
Jorine Jane Cherry Chua Wei Ling Chow Wei Ling Vinny Seow Jia Wina Tiffany
Chester Marcus Jeremy Kavan Emmanuel Kai Xiang Feng Wei Yu Jing Kevyn
Adeline Shena Xing Juan Yuki Geraldine Candice Wei Ling Tanny Zoey
Reinald Kang Xian Ricky Wen De Joel Jun Hao Wei Ming Salween
Thanks to the 53 Gentlemen and 49 Ladies
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:36 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, May 09, 2012
Cherish
How long has it been? Those cherished days, those happy memories and those treasure people. Why are they no longer around. The world is always changing and that goes the same for people who are constantly changing. Who is defined as important and who is defined as not important? Are road sweeper not important compared to a company's CEO? What is define as right and what is wrong? Social norms? Are these the guidelines?
Cherished? With the ED. I guess everything cherished is in the past or it's just in the memories. Never in the past did i felt cherished. Or perhaps i've forgotten how it feels like. What others might deemed easy seems difficult for me. I've always tell people that everyone is special and unique in their own way. I've always been reaching out to people and helping those i care for. I believe if i try my best, somehow i can save them from this endless cycle of sorrow. But it seems i can't do anything about saving myself. I'm tired. Tired of pretending i am happy, tired of pretending i am not suffering and tired of pretending that i should live on. Every little courage and hope is flickering. Is my faith not strong enough or is the cold wind too strong that frozen my heart in the process? I'm lost.
Cherish what we have now because we are not promised a tomorrow. I'm tired of holding people close. Cherishing, it ends up only in the memories of oneself and no other will ever understand. Right now, i'm just happy that time still moves on for people around me because for me, i've been stuck in that time which i can't put a stop to my feelings. I really wish i could stab myself countless time to inflict pain so i can move on. Time after time, i'm into the ecstasy of misery and sorrow and i can't resist it. I've tried too long to be strong. These tears, hopefully will ease everything in time.
I'm tired...
Cherished? With the ED. I guess everything cherished is in the past or it's just in the memories. Never in the past did i felt cherished. Or perhaps i've forgotten how it feels like. What others might deemed easy seems difficult for me. I've always tell people that everyone is special and unique in their own way. I've always been reaching out to people and helping those i care for. I believe if i try my best, somehow i can save them from this endless cycle of sorrow. But it seems i can't do anything about saving myself. I'm tired. Tired of pretending i am happy, tired of pretending i am not suffering and tired of pretending that i should live on. Every little courage and hope is flickering. Is my faith not strong enough or is the cold wind too strong that frozen my heart in the process? I'm lost.
Cherish what we have now because we are not promised a tomorrow. I'm tired of holding people close. Cherishing, it ends up only in the memories of oneself and no other will ever understand. Right now, i'm just happy that time still moves on for people around me because for me, i've been stuck in that time which i can't put a stop to my feelings. I really wish i could stab myself countless time to inflict pain so i can move on. Time after time, i'm into the ecstasy of misery and sorrow and i can't resist it. I've tried too long to be strong. These tears, hopefully will ease everything in time.
I'm tired...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:56 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Genesis / Sousei Of Aquarion
Genesis
I remember sitting with you
Underneath the tree of life
We listened to every fainted cry
Of the creatures there on the day the world began
Looking at everything that I've lost
And almost everything that I've loved
I'll hold them all tightly in my arms,
Wondering where I am, so please tell me where to go
All of the answers you seek lie hidden in the sun
If I hadn't met you my life would've been in the darkness forever
In my wings are the powers of immortality
But by meeting you my whole life has changed
You give light to me hope to me strength into my life
All this time these twelve thousand years I know AISHITERU
Eight thousand years from the time that I've met you my love grows strong than ever before
Words can't say of this time I've been waiting to share my love with you
I'd give you my life, I would give you the world to see you smiling every day
One hundred million and two thousand years from now AISHITERU
I want you to know since you came in my life every day, every night you give light into the darkest skies
All these twelve thousand years
I've been loving you
Sousei
On the day the earth began, under the tree of life.
We listened together to the sound of distant whale song.
Everything we lost, and everything we loved.
I embrace with these arms, but where do I wander now?
The amber star above holds its secrets.
This undying, brilliant spirit, without you but a vengeful angel.
Please, do not ravage these wings, I was born to know these feelings.
It's been ten and two thousand years since I first loved you.
Eight thousand years later, I yearned you even more.
In one hundred million and two thousand more, I will still love you.
On that day, through my torment I began to hear the music.
Before this world ends, and before our lives are exhausted,
I want to cast off this latent grief, and embrace your scent.
If you listen, you can hear the memories of the sea, and drink of the despair of the lustrous moon.
Reborn endlessly in the light eternal, your dreams will never sully.
You were born to carry these wishes.
It's been ten and two thousand years since I first loved you.
Eight thousand years later, I yearned you even more.
In one hundred million and two thousand more, I will still love you.
On that day, through my torment I began to hear the music.
You grow up once again, again and again, going off far away.
In anguish I watch over you, unable to rest...
Just to sing your name...
It's been ten and two thousand years since I first loved you.
Eight thousand years later, I yearned you even more.
In one hundred million and two thousand more, I will still love you. On that day...
It's been ten and two thousand years since I first loved you.
Eight thousand years later, I yearned you even more.
Even in one hundred million and two thousand years, I will still love you.
On that day, through my torment I began to hear the music.
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:53 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, May 08, 2012
Double
I moved through time as if I were pressing hard as I wrote something
You were by my side
The staircasewas a spiral and had no handrail
But I kept climbing
Every time I get close to my dream
It feels far away, and that hurts, oh
We live because we’re true to ourselves and make wishes
We have both comfort and pain in our hands, double take it!
Even sadness is beautiful if it comes from my love for you
I’m going to turn the winds of the future into strength, double take it!
There’s bound to be more than one answer
So love and hate are equal
Fate and coincidence
And my having met you – it’s all real
Every time I start to understand this love
It gets confusing again, and that makes me lonely, oh
It’s better to long for something and then regret it than not do anything at all
We’ll grab it with all of our souls, double take it!
Whether the goal we’ve reached is white or grey
If I’m with you, I’ll walk towards it with a smile, double take it!
Every time I get close to my dream
It feels far away, and that hurts, oh
We live because we’re true to ourselves and make wishes
We have both comfort and pain in our hands, double take it!
Even sadness is beautiful if it comes from my love for you
I’m going to turn the winds of the future into strength, double take it!
You were by my side
The staircasewas a spiral and had no handrail
But I kept climbing
Every time I get close to my dream
It feels far away, and that hurts, oh
We live because we’re true to ourselves and make wishes
We have both comfort and pain in our hands, double take it!
Even sadness is beautiful if it comes from my love for you
I’m going to turn the winds of the future into strength, double take it!
There’s bound to be more than one answer
So love and hate are equal
Fate and coincidence
And my having met you – it’s all real
Every time I start to understand this love
It gets confusing again, and that makes me lonely, oh
It’s better to long for something and then regret it than not do anything at all
We’ll grab it with all of our souls, double take it!
Whether the goal we’ve reached is white or grey
If I’m with you, I’ll walk towards it with a smile, double take it!
Every time I get close to my dream
It feels far away, and that hurts, oh
We live because we’re true to ourselves and make wishes
We have both comfort and pain in our hands, double take it!
Even sadness is beautiful if it comes from my love for you
I’m going to turn the winds of the future into strength, double take it!
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:27 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Waiting
how long has it been?
a lot of time has passed by
why am i hurting so?
why are you hurting?
by chance, has something happened?
why aren't you speaking?
it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waiting for you..
isn't it dumb?
it's always been like so..
it's always had to be like this
i love you for you
i still thank you
why aren't you holding onto me?
why aren't you asking anything?
do you think i can do well without you?
it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waiting for you..
isn't it dumb?
i know..
the last thing i could ever do for you is separation
please forgive my love that i've realize is not enough
i love you..
i still thank you
i love you..
i wanted to tell you this
- BoA
a lot of time has passed by
why am i hurting so?
why are you hurting?
by chance, has something happened?
why aren't you speaking?
it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waiting for you..
isn't it dumb?
it's always been like so..
it's always had to be like this
i love you for you
i still thank you
why aren't you holding onto me?
why aren't you asking anything?
do you think i can do well without you?
it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waiting for you..
isn't it dumb?
i know..
the last thing i could ever do for you is separation
please forgive my love that i've realize is not enough
i love you..
i still thank you
i love you..
i wanted to tell you this
- BoA
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:23 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
