Monday, November 02, 2015
Alone
It's really strange. You've always treated people very nicely and cared for them. You would go the extra mile for them, help them and always be there for them. However, nobody will do the same for you. Perhaps, having expectations is bad and it really sucks?
I've always been sweet and accommodating. I do not have a lot of friends but i keep those i cherish close but would they keep me close too? I doubt so. This is not the 1st time but it happened time after time. Just a word of concern or a little 'how are you' would've made my day but nobody would. I am always the only one that cares and go the extra mile. Sometimes, i feel that i'm such a bothersome because i care too much. It's really silly, really...
In this world, i understood that i am all alone and forever alone. Friends, they come and goes. Lovers, they betray you. Family, it's only about the roof. I am truly alone and being alone is fine. I could never find someone that would wholeheartedly care for me because a reflection of me doesn't exist. I'm tired...
I've always been sweet and accommodating. I do not have a lot of friends but i keep those i cherish close but would they keep me close too? I doubt so. This is not the 1st time but it happened time after time. Just a word of concern or a little 'how are you' would've made my day but nobody would. I am always the only one that cares and go the extra mile. Sometimes, i feel that i'm such a bothersome because i care too much. It's really silly, really...
In this world, i understood that i am all alone and forever alone. Friends, they come and goes. Lovers, they betray you. Family, it's only about the roof. I am truly alone and being alone is fine. I could never find someone that would wholeheartedly care for me because a reflection of me doesn't exist. I'm tired...
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:40 pm
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