Monday, November 24, 2014
You Must Be Happier
Silly me, i had this dream about you few days ago on the 29th month of the day we were together. I can't recall how it was but it was another sad dream but it's okay because you were able to find someone else whom you can be happier with. I tell myself it'll be okay.
You know, i've known for a long time that you wouldn't be burden by the past or by the feelings we once shared after you've met him. From the very day you told me about him, i know you would end up with him but i choose to let you go. Not binding you was the only happiness i could possibly give you. Till this day, you may not know, i'm still deeply hurt and suffering but silly me, i guess you said it, i deserve to be single right?
Deep in the middle of the night, i can hear you speak. I can feel you warmth, see your distant smile and know you're happier now. I can deceive anyone including myself that i will be fine because you're just one feet away in my memories. I am no longer living and i'm smiling as i'm typing this. I cherish all you gave me everyday that's why i can smile everyday even though it is painful.
You must be happier, happier than before and always stay happy. Even if tomorrow is barren of promises, i'll still keep mine to you. Maybe i am silly, i'm sorry. I can't be as perfect as you wanted me to be. I'm all alone in this world of mine. Even if nobody ever visit here again, i'll continue writing to pray that you're happy everyday.
Take care.
You know, i've known for a long time that you wouldn't be burden by the past or by the feelings we once shared after you've met him. From the very day you told me about him, i know you would end up with him but i choose to let you go. Not binding you was the only happiness i could possibly give you. Till this day, you may not know, i'm still deeply hurt and suffering but silly me, i guess you said it, i deserve to be single right?
Deep in the middle of the night, i can hear you speak. I can feel you warmth, see your distant smile and know you're happier now. I can deceive anyone including myself that i will be fine because you're just one feet away in my memories. I am no longer living and i'm smiling as i'm typing this. I cherish all you gave me everyday that's why i can smile everyday even though it is painful.
You must be happier, happier than before and always stay happy. Even if tomorrow is barren of promises, i'll still keep mine to you. Maybe i am silly, i'm sorry. I can't be as perfect as you wanted me to be. I'm all alone in this world of mine. Even if nobody ever visit here again, i'll continue writing to pray that you're happy everyday.
Take care.
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:38 pm
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