Monday, November 24, 2014
You Must Be Happier
Silly me, i had this dream about you few days ago on the 29th month of the day we were together. I can't recall how it was but it was another sad dream but it's okay because you were able to find someone else whom you can be happier with. I tell myself it'll be okay.
You know, i've known for a long time that you wouldn't be burden by the past or by the feelings we once shared after you've met him. From the very day you told me about him, i know you would end up with him but i choose to let you go. Not binding you was the only happiness i could possibly give you. Till this day, you may not know, i'm still deeply hurt and suffering but silly me, i guess you said it, i deserve to be single right?
Deep in the middle of the night, i can hear you speak. I can feel you warmth, see your distant smile and know you're happier now. I can deceive anyone including myself that i will be fine because you're just one feet away in my memories. I am no longer living and i'm smiling as i'm typing this. I cherish all you gave me everyday that's why i can smile everyday even though it is painful.
You must be happier, happier than before and always stay happy. Even if tomorrow is barren of promises, i'll still keep mine to you. Maybe i am silly, i'm sorry. I can't be as perfect as you wanted me to be. I'm all alone in this world of mine. Even if nobody ever visit here again, i'll continue writing to pray that you're happy everyday.
Take care.
You know, i've known for a long time that you wouldn't be burden by the past or by the feelings we once shared after you've met him. From the very day you told me about him, i know you would end up with him but i choose to let you go. Not binding you was the only happiness i could possibly give you. Till this day, you may not know, i'm still deeply hurt and suffering but silly me, i guess you said it, i deserve to be single right?
Deep in the middle of the night, i can hear you speak. I can feel you warmth, see your distant smile and know you're happier now. I can deceive anyone including myself that i will be fine because you're just one feet away in my memories. I am no longer living and i'm smiling as i'm typing this. I cherish all you gave me everyday that's why i can smile everyday even though it is painful.
You must be happier, happier than before and always stay happy. Even if tomorrow is barren of promises, i'll still keep mine to you. Maybe i am silly, i'm sorry. I can't be as perfect as you wanted me to be. I'm all alone in this world of mine. Even if nobody ever visit here again, i'll continue writing to pray that you're happy everyday.
Take care.
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:38 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, November 22, 2014
再痛也沒關係
看不見 愛情消失 的痕跡
聽不見 心碎瞬間 的聲音
找不到 一個同情字句
來偽裝 這場大雨
被淋濕 的過去 得不到安息
抽一根 沒有溫度 的別離
寫一首 自以為 的悲情
等一個 預設的結局
好讓我 輸到最徹底
我們之間 丟下了
一個斷句 無法再繼續
我的心 被你懸在 到不了的天際
想念 瀰漫著空氣 快不能呼吸
一個人 背著幸福練習 擁抱 卻沒有力氣
你穿過 我的身體 回頭 卻來不及
我的心 被雨困在 揮不去的記憶
眼淚 蒸發了思緒 不讓我看清
兩個人 變成一種或許 等待 也顯得多餘
這份愛 早就已經麻痺 再痛也沒關係
聽不見 心碎瞬間 的聲音
找不到 一個同情字句
來偽裝 這場大雨
被淋濕 的過去 得不到安息
抽一根 沒有溫度 的別離
寫一首 自以為 的悲情
等一個 預設的結局
好讓我 輸到最徹底
我們之間 丟下了
一個斷句 無法再繼續
我的心 被你懸在 到不了的天際
想念 瀰漫著空氣 快不能呼吸
一個人 背著幸福練習 擁抱 卻沒有力氣
你穿過 我的身體 回頭 卻來不及
我的心 被雨困在 揮不去的記憶
眼淚 蒸發了思緒 不讓我看清
兩個人 變成一種或許 等待 也顯得多餘
這份愛 早就已經麻痺 再痛也沒關係
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:10 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
