Thursday, October 30, 2014

The Pretense

It's been so long... So long that I've forgotten about human nature. We are good at pretending. Pretending to be okay, pretending to be rich, pretending to be someone nice and pretending to be real. I am who I am and I'm trying my best not to put up a false front. I'm tired.

Many people around come and goes. Some pretended to be good friends and gets close to you for an ulterior motive while others pretend to be ignorant. But one thing is for certain, we all pretend to be strong. Just liked many whom I've met, pretense is natural and a way of life. Sometimes, we unknowingly lied because of them.

It's funny... Thinking about how it was and have turned out to. Your pretense was too good and so was I. Had a few friends whom I thought it was fine but... Haha. Turn out to be just empty shell. In the end, all I have is myself and only myself can I pretend to be. I'm tired.

I always trust, believe and hope. Whatever said, I'll take it as it is and believe sincerely that everything was real. When some things changes, it hurts. I'm tired. Your pretense, my pretense, it doesn't matter anymore. Once upon a time, we have never met and will never see each other again. Sayonara

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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