Thursday, March 13, 2014
Unspoken
There are many things in this world that are unseen, untouched and many words left unspoken. This is why we can connect. We understand without words. We cherish our love ones and keep our memories close. Sometimes, there are so much so much to mention but you can't find the words to reflect how your truly feel. I'm worn out.
Everyday, without fail, I would think of you and have the urge to text you, to call you and meet you. I fear rejection. I fear how much more cruel life would become when I see your tears. I'm broken, beyong redemption. With or without me, the sub still shines on. With or without me, your world would not make a difference. But it affects me a great deal.
I treated you as gently and with as much affection I could. I cared for you more than I would for myself. I think of you more than the time I sleep everyday. But it wasn't enough, it just wasn't enough. I am not a strong person. I always try to make everyone else happy besides myself. Yes, your happiness is mine too. I just wanted to see your smile.
Sometimes, the unspoken feelings are the best because you will always remember how you feel at this moment, living for now and for the future. Even if it is hopeless, I believe my feelings will keep you safe and led you on to a happier and loving life.
It is okay. I tell myself. Only me and my blog will know. I am worn out. So sleepy. Till now, you're always with me, in my imagination. Somewhere you belong, someplace you're alone, I'll be there. I love you
Everyday, without fail, I would think of you and have the urge to text you, to call you and meet you. I fear rejection. I fear how much more cruel life would become when I see your tears. I'm broken, beyong redemption. With or without me, the sub still shines on. With or without me, your world would not make a difference. But it affects me a great deal.
I treated you as gently and with as much affection I could. I cared for you more than I would for myself. I think of you more than the time I sleep everyday. But it wasn't enough, it just wasn't enough. I am not a strong person. I always try to make everyone else happy besides myself. Yes, your happiness is mine too. I just wanted to see your smile.
Sometimes, the unspoken feelings are the best because you will always remember how you feel at this moment, living for now and for the future. Even if it is hopeless, I believe my feelings will keep you safe and led you on to a happier and loving life.
It is okay. I tell myself. Only me and my blog will know. I am worn out. So sleepy. Till now, you're always with me, in my imagination. Somewhere you belong, someplace you're alone, I'll be there. I love you
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:19 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
