if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

The Odd One

I've always been the odd one. Things I fancy, most people don't. Things I don't do, it seems so common. My friends, discussing about clubbing, smoking, gaming and sexual discussions. I have nothing in common. The people I passed by, those conversation I listened to, they sounds foreign and far-fetched. I wish I could be more normal so I could click with more people. Haha. Funny me.

Once I told someone, girls always prefer bad guys. She corrected me. Girls always prefer guys whom are bad to others but good only to them. I do not know how good or bad I am, but I could never do it.

My heart aches and my eyes hurts. I wish you were here. I wish you would text me because I feel so hurt. I am on board the bus home. Haha. My vision started growing blurry. I am underwhelmed. Nobody said loving you was going to be easy but nobody say it would hurt so much. I feel like a zombie. I'm broken. It hurt so much so much till now. I can't let myself bother you.

I am just an ordinary guy. Not special, and nobody will be able to love me anymore. I'm tired. For now, let me sleep. Missing you.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:16 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

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Like how the sun is always there
 Even when it has sunk down
 It's a dream I can't let go
 Fantasies starts to flow
 Certainty is definitely here
 I remain standing in the midst of parting way
 And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
 While remain completely buried by that kind smile
 And echos along with that friendly voice
 Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
 The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
 Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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