Saturday, March 29, 2014
Needed
Thursday, i was sick again for the 3rd day and did not go to work. A message came. It was from an ex colleague and she wouldn't text me if there isn't anything. After-all, my phone hasn't ring anymore since the day she's gone. My friend, she wanted to talk. I called and she was crying. She was someone kind, blur, sweet and innocent from my memory. Someone whom will get easily cheated. She told me she's getting married in 3 months time and she is pregnant. Her boyfriend, quarreled with her and scolded her badly and didn't seems to care about her. I was shocked and worried and at the same time, sad...
She called me half a year ago when they broke up but went back together. Marriage for the sake of the baby, it is not easy when someone you love and care for doesn't really bother about you and you'll be staying and living with him for the rest of your life. Despite countless reasons to ask her to leave, i did not. I focused on solving the problems and make her look at the brighter side. In my mind, i would never treat M this way.
It was a long story before she finally made a decision and we focused on a plan and she went back to stay with her boyfriend again. At least i was able to help somehow. I guess, when people are sad or in need, then maybe they will realize i am there for them. I am glad i am still useful to some people. My mind was full of M when she spoke. I wish you are doing fine...
Whether i am needed or not, i'll always be at the same place waiting. If you ever see me one day, i hope, i sincerely hope, you will smile and say hello to me. Take care
She called me half a year ago when they broke up but went back together. Marriage for the sake of the baby, it is not easy when someone you love and care for doesn't really bother about you and you'll be staying and living with him for the rest of your life. Despite countless reasons to ask her to leave, i did not. I focused on solving the problems and make her look at the brighter side. In my mind, i would never treat M this way.
It was a long story before she finally made a decision and we focused on a plan and she went back to stay with her boyfriend again. At least i was able to help somehow. I guess, when people are sad or in need, then maybe they will realize i am there for them. I am glad i am still useful to some people. My mind was full of M when she spoke. I wish you are doing fine...
Whether i am needed or not, i'll always be at the same place waiting. If you ever see me one day, i hope, i sincerely hope, you will smile and say hello to me. Take care
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:08 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
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