Tuesday, March 18, 2014
Hope
Live believing, dreams are for weaving. Wonders are waiting to start. If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die. Keep believing, maybe one day, I'll see her again somewhere besides my dreams.
Everyday, I look around me. I feel alone, felt alone and am alone. I don't expect or say you must return or will return. Nowhere in this world has such a written rule. I can only hope. Hope someday, you will text me. Hope someday, you will understand. Hope someday, after you've matured, you would appreciate. I can never tell you directly how I feel. I care too much, think too much. I can't bear to hurt you nor force you. I'll wait till the tragic end.
It's funny. I text you everyday even though I know I've been blocked. I guess because I'm blocked, that's why I dare to text you. Hope you're doing well in your new JC life and your love ones care and dote you. Don't give up because it's too difficult. Don't give up because you don't wanna think about something complex. You can do it.
I've come to accept that I no longer have to be happy to live on. And I don't need someone else by my side. Even though I do not know what or how you are or have been doing, no news means good news right? I'm growing weary day after day. I wish I could one day pass you something I've wrote. But should I be no longer around, I'm sure my family will be able to contact and give it to you.
I said you were my last and last it will be. I gave you and ourselves a chance but it seems I've forgotten about the hopelessness that once plunge me into despair. I hope you would never experience how I felt. Be happy BB. Take care!
Everyday, I look around me. I feel alone, felt alone and am alone. I don't expect or say you must return or will return. Nowhere in this world has such a written rule. I can only hope. Hope someday, you will text me. Hope someday, you will understand. Hope someday, after you've matured, you would appreciate. I can never tell you directly how I feel. I care too much, think too much. I can't bear to hurt you nor force you. I'll wait till the tragic end.
It's funny. I text you everyday even though I know I've been blocked. I guess because I'm blocked, that's why I dare to text you. Hope you're doing well in your new JC life and your love ones care and dote you. Don't give up because it's too difficult. Don't give up because you don't wanna think about something complex. You can do it.
I've come to accept that I no longer have to be happy to live on. And I don't need someone else by my side. Even though I do not know what or how you are or have been doing, no news means good news right? I'm growing weary day after day. I wish I could one day pass you something I've wrote. But should I be no longer around, I'm sure my family will be able to contact and give it to you.
I said you were my last and last it will be. I gave you and ourselves a chance but it seems I've forgotten about the hopelessness that once plunge me into despair. I hope you would never experience how I felt. Be happy BB. Take care!
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:40 pm
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