Saturday, February 15, 2014
Sunset
It's almost 6pm. I'm at the usual spot in my room looking up at the sky. How have you been? How was the orientation? I guess you're starting your lesson formally next week. Are you worried? I can see the sun shinning on the block opposite and i thought, it's beautiful yet it brings out a sense of sorrow in me.
I kept you photos in my phone and wallet. Remember the last gift you gave me? It was a black ear stick. I kept it till this date and i cherish it. My heart sank like the setting sun. I wonder if there will come a day which you've forgotten about me. Silly me, there is no use remembering right? You should look forward. I guess i am never honest about my feelings because i could never tell you perfectly how i feel.
I'm still waiting for you. On and off, i'll always be at the usual place, sitting there, reminiscing the past and hope i could watch you from afar. But i wouldn't pester you and i would not call nor text you. If you are happier without me in your life, i should stay out of it. I am not stalking you but i am just at the usual place randomly. Maybe one day, i would even see you with you love one. I wonder how i would react? HAHA!
It's still hurting badly. Everyday, all i could think about is you. Some much to mention but i can't find the words. Someday, i hope you will understand but it's okay. I wouldn't want you to see this side of me. I'm broken, torn and incomplete. I could never be the best for you anymore but still... i'm missing you...
I kept you photos in my phone and wallet. Remember the last gift you gave me? It was a black ear stick. I kept it till this date and i cherish it. My heart sank like the setting sun. I wonder if there will come a day which you've forgotten about me. Silly me, there is no use remembering right? You should look forward. I guess i am never honest about my feelings because i could never tell you perfectly how i feel.
I'm still waiting for you. On and off, i'll always be at the usual place, sitting there, reminiscing the past and hope i could watch you from afar. But i wouldn't pester you and i would not call nor text you. If you are happier without me in your life, i should stay out of it. I am not stalking you but i am just at the usual place randomly. Maybe one day, i would even see you with you love one. I wonder how i would react? HAHA!
It's still hurting badly. Everyday, all i could think about is you. Some much to mention but i can't find the words. Someday, i hope you will understand but it's okay. I wouldn't want you to see this side of me. I'm broken, torn and incomplete. I could never be the best for you anymore but still... i'm missing you...
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:04 pm
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