Monday, February 10, 2014

Miss you

I'm alone, sitting at the coffee shop. It's noisy, yet I felt lonely. The train I took went pass places which we had been. Somehow, I felt sorrow. I wanted to tell the whole world I miss you but I screamed, trying to cover how I feel. It's been this way for months now. Are you happier now? New friends at your JC orientation, love ones around you. I wish you never would feel the way I feel.

I tried my best to live on as normally as I could. I tried my best to avoid you physically but there hasn't been a single day I hadn't thought of you. It isn't your fault, it was simply me, not being good enough. I'm sorry.

If you could see me now, you would laugh pathetic I am now. Haha. This is me, putting everything I could on someone I wanted to be with. It is not me being timid, but I wanted you to be happy. No words of mine would ever reach you. Still, I'll keep you safe inside me, for you are the last one I would ever be with.

Fly away, fly as high as you want to. Because if you fall, I will be right there to catch you, without fail.

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:27 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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