Tuesday, January 28, 2014
The Lunar New Year
Just 3 more days to CNY. How have you been? Perhaps i wrote too much that she've found out that i left the necklace outside her door. I am merely a shadow. I can never attain happiness so i don't want to bring any misfortune to her. But i really hope she will wear it someday.
It's a lonely CNY. I wanted to ask her to come over for dinner which we didn't had last year. I wanted to visit her grandparents with her which i didn't get to last year. I'm prepared and ready but i would never have the chance. There are so much so much i wanted to tell you but i couldn't. I'm sorry, i just don't want to bother you because you will be much happier without me.
I've been thinking a lot a lot everyday. Like what to give you for our 2nd year anniversary. Hahaha! By then, you might already have found someone else. Silly me!!! 2nd year? We ain't together anymore and you may have forgotten right? What's the point? But i guess it is still important to me. Everyone i came across that asked me, i told them that i will not get married and will stay single. Even if you would never be back, it is alright. I just don't have the strength to fall in love anymore. I just wish you were my very last and we could always smile together. But even though i am not by your side, i hope your smile will be brighter than before.
Take care...
It's a lonely CNY. I wanted to ask her to come over for dinner which we didn't had last year. I wanted to visit her grandparents with her which i didn't get to last year. I'm prepared and ready but i would never have the chance. There are so much so much i wanted to tell you but i couldn't. I'm sorry, i just don't want to bother you because you will be much happier without me.
I've been thinking a lot a lot everyday. Like what to give you for our 2nd year anniversary. Hahaha! By then, you might already have found someone else. Silly me!!! 2nd year? We ain't together anymore and you may have forgotten right? What's the point? But i guess it is still important to me. Everyone i came across that asked me, i told them that i will not get married and will stay single. Even if you would never be back, it is alright. I just don't have the strength to fall in love anymore. I just wish you were my very last and we could always smile together. But even though i am not by your side, i hope your smile will be brighter than before.
Take care...
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:58 pm
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