Monday, January 13, 2014
the Future
While I was walking home, I saw many holding their result slips with them. With their friends, with smile and some talking and texting. The moment of truth for the hard work they've put in the past 4 years. How did you do? I bet you're with your friends and texting or calling your love ones. Me? I'm okay being alone. No matter how long I wait, your text would never come. It's alright. I just hope everything is well for you and you'll have a bright future ahead! For me? I don't have a future. It's okay. I don't need any.
Actually, I keep looking at your blog, at my phone. Maybe I'll get to know how you've been doing, how you've done for your exams. Silly me, I could just ask right? No I couldn't. If I appear again, would you be happy? I have to curb myself. I can't spoil your big day. I'll do Anything for you as long as it'll make you happier. I'm not noble, I'm just plain simple. To love someone and make the person happy, giving the person happiness and care for her, that's why I choose to love myself.
I'm starting my classes soon. But I'll no longer be able to stay at your house and see you. I'll just imagine it. Your face, your smile, your smell and your room. Please stay safe and have a bright and sunny future. I just wanted to tell you someday, bob, you know, no matter how hurting I am, I'll continue to smile in front of you. If leaving me was the best decision and the only choice you had, I'll show you that you've made the right choice even though it's painful. Live on happily. I'll take all the sorrow and let it run in my blood.
For the future that holds so bright, pls bless it to you. For all the rainy stormy nights, I'll take your place and endure them for you. A future without you is no future. It is just a dark hole which I will always be in. But I'll be happy as long as you keep shinning. I love you more than anything else in this world. I'm sorry, I couldn't do anything more for you.
Actually, I keep looking at your blog, at my phone. Maybe I'll get to know how you've been doing, how you've done for your exams. Silly me, I could just ask right? No I couldn't. If I appear again, would you be happy? I have to curb myself. I can't spoil your big day. I'll do Anything for you as long as it'll make you happier. I'm not noble, I'm just plain simple. To love someone and make the person happy, giving the person happiness and care for her, that's why I choose to love myself.
I'm starting my classes soon. But I'll no longer be able to stay at your house and see you. I'll just imagine it. Your face, your smile, your smell and your room. Please stay safe and have a bright and sunny future. I just wanted to tell you someday, bob, you know, no matter how hurting I am, I'll continue to smile in front of you. If leaving me was the best decision and the only choice you had, I'll show you that you've made the right choice even though it's painful. Live on happily. I'll take all the sorrow and let it run in my blood.
For the future that holds so bright, pls bless it to you. For all the rainy stormy nights, I'll take your place and endure them for you. A future without you is no future. It is just a dark hole which I will always be in. But I'll be happy as long as you keep shinning. I love you more than anything else in this world. I'm sorry, I couldn't do anything more for you.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:48 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
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