Sunday, January 05, 2014
The End
The end, it's such a scary place to be, everything is torn apart. Gonna find a way from here but I don't know how. Everything ending is a new beginning. But for me, I chose to let it end forever. Just got a new prepaid number for work and finally gonna change my number and it will be completed. It is never easy to let go. Every night, i look at the soft toy you gave me and pat him. Even though promises are meant to be broken, even though many said you were too young, i'll braved forward from here alone. And alone will i be, now and always...
Slowly but surely, my presence, the memories of me will fade and new things will come. The only constant thing about human is change. Even though i may no longer be around you, maybe one day, you will find me in a familiar place, sitting there, waiting. The venue of our 1st date, the places we went to, the usual route i took, the food you prepared and the usual place i always wait, sitting, watching people rush by. The noisy place which i waited 2 hours. There i will be and i have been.
I am relief to see your life going on as per normal. Happier and the places you traveled to. You've grown but i remained in my formal shell. I can only watch you from afar and hope you're happy. Stay happy, i keep cheering on for you, even though you may not hear them. One day, another person will be by your side and i am sure, the color of his soul will be brighter and bring joy to your life.
In the end, i could not do anything for you. In the end, i still remember your smiles. Even though you may no longer remember the promises and the future we spoke about, don't worry, i will keep them safe with me. I am glad you didn't have to face this darkness and sorrow with me.
Ended with nothing but a drop of tear.
Slowly but surely, my presence, the memories of me will fade and new things will come. The only constant thing about human is change. Even though i may no longer be around you, maybe one day, you will find me in a familiar place, sitting there, waiting. The venue of our 1st date, the places we went to, the usual route i took, the food you prepared and the usual place i always wait, sitting, watching people rush by. The noisy place which i waited 2 hours. There i will be and i have been.
I am relief to see your life going on as per normal. Happier and the places you traveled to. You've grown but i remained in my formal shell. I can only watch you from afar and hope you're happy. Stay happy, i keep cheering on for you, even though you may not hear them. One day, another person will be by your side and i am sure, the color of his soul will be brighter and bring joy to your life.
In the end, i could not do anything for you. In the end, i still remember your smiles. Even though you may no longer remember the promises and the future we spoke about, don't worry, i will keep them safe with me. I am glad you didn't have to face this darkness and sorrow with me.
Ended with nothing but a drop of tear.
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:45 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
