Sunday, January 12, 2014
Results
Tomorrow is the day which your results are release. To be honest, I am more worried and excited than you could imagine. I wish I could be there with u to receive it. I wish you would let me wait outside your school for you. I wish you would text me first hand. But I guess... It's okay. You probably gonna be busy with friends, with your love ones, deciding about the route you ought to take in the future.
I would never want u to sacrifice your future and happiness for me. I would want you to go to the school you want to and do the things you want. When I think of it, I felt better. Because I rather sacrifice my future than allow you to make a wrong decision. No matter how painful, I will support you, even till now.
It's been really tiring and painful. You said, I will get over it soon. But it was never that easy to begin with. You thought I avoid you because I wanted to forget you but... What good would a boyfriend be if he can't make his girl happy. You said I was worse than friend and you would be happier if I'm gone. No matter how painful or hard it has been, I will do anything if it means to make you happy.
All my life, I've always wanted to make someone I love happy. To see her smile, even though I can no longer see yours, I'll just imagine now, you're smiling. Another tear dropped. Till this day, you won't know and you will never know. Someone here is waiting. I can no longer tell you anything. Even though I wrote everything, nobody would read. Dear blog, it's only you and me, all ok my own...
I would never want u to sacrifice your future and happiness for me. I would want you to go to the school you want to and do the things you want. When I think of it, I felt better. Because I rather sacrifice my future than allow you to make a wrong decision. No matter how painful, I will support you, even till now.
It's been really tiring and painful. You said, I will get over it soon. But it was never that easy to begin with. You thought I avoid you because I wanted to forget you but... What good would a boyfriend be if he can't make his girl happy. You said I was worse than friend and you would be happier if I'm gone. No matter how painful or hard it has been, I will do anything if it means to make you happy.
All my life, I've always wanted to make someone I love happy. To see her smile, even though I can no longer see yours, I'll just imagine now, you're smiling. Another tear dropped. Till this day, you won't know and you will never know. Someone here is waiting. I can no longer tell you anything. Even though I wrote everything, nobody would read. Dear blog, it's only you and me, all ok my own...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:57 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
