Wednesday, January 15, 2014

I Tried

I tried to tell myself that you're gone but the ghost of you haunts me and I am still in love with the phantom of you. I tried my very best to refrain myself from contacting you. I tried to give u a little of happiness I know. I tried and I'll keep trying.

My eyes hurts from the endless days of tears. I'm feel so tired from these sleepless night. But it's okay. I just wanna ask, are you feeling happier now? What a silly question right? I'm sure you are. I'm sure you will be. As long as I'm not there, you will be happier. I rather get hurt than feel nothing at all. I dunno how I can do without you, but somehow I'll manage. It's me, for you.. always bb.

I hope you did well for your studies and is enjoying the company of your love ones. Even though I'm not around you, know this, maybe one day you'll find me somewhere waiting. If you see me, it's not because of coincidence, it's because I'm waiting for you. Just like now and the past 30 minutes. Smile, for your smile is the key to my happiness that can never be reinstated.

I tried to go on like I never know you... But you know.. it's incomplete...

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:28 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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