Saturday, January 11, 2014

Dreams

Everyone have their dreams. They have something they hope and want to achieve. So what are mine? I can't think of any. I can't even dream anymore. I was always here in front of someone else but it seems the closer you are to someone, the person can't see you. Maybe it happens to everyone, maybe my presence is too tiny and my feelings are too faint. I'm always here, looking behind, looking at the you walking away. Never shall i need to dream because it could never get any better in these dreams.

My heart is neither broken nor shattered. I don't have a heart anymore so what is there to break? I've never mention my heart, it's just me, the person without a heart still walking around soulless. I could smile, i could laugh, but when i did, i always ask myself if i am happy? It's bitter. Everyday, i ask myself these same questions. Why am i still here, do i love her, is she happier now, how is she now, when would this tiny presence of mine be erased? I'm no longer trying to find comfort nor love. I no longer needs anyone, be it my friends or family. I will move on alone, to as far as my body can take me and lay to eternal rest.

Leave me, leave me for it is only natural. Leave me, leave me, the whole world has collapsed. Dream of the broken smile, from a tainted person. It's been 2 months and counting...

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:55 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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