Thursday, December 12, 2013
Thinking Of You
How have you been? There are countless questions I want to ask but it seems futile because you don't give a damn anymore. I keep asking myself what did I not do or what did I do to end up here. I asked you yet your replies was none. I wanted to blame you for most part of being heartless and everything else but in the end, I will take everything on myself. Everything were my fault. I am never good enough, never showing you enough care and concern. I wasn't loving enough. I was not understanding and gave you too much freedom. It was all my fault. I haven't passed a day without thinking of you. It's bitter, it's painful but somehow I smiled. Even though I can no longer stand beside you, I know there is someone there for you. But that someone there will not be your last. I don't wish to see you hurting like I am now.
The best way for me to keep out of your life is to disappear. I can't find the method to be gone from this world. Perhaps I lack the courage to face pain but I know I am able to face death. In this vast universe, meeting you was fate and if it was fate that brought us together, then no matter how far we are apart or how long we are gone, we will still cherish one another. My facebook and phone number will no longer be usable soon. I will be totally gone from you. That was what you wished for, so I'll grant it to you. If you want my live, please take it too. I find it no difference to be alive but my soul is dead. I'm tired of the world and everything else.
Thinking of you has taken everything out of me. Where are you now?...
The best way for me to keep out of your life is to disappear. I can't find the method to be gone from this world. Perhaps I lack the courage to face pain but I know I am able to face death. In this vast universe, meeting you was fate and if it was fate that brought us together, then no matter how far we are apart or how long we are gone, we will still cherish one another. My facebook and phone number will no longer be usable soon. I will be totally gone from you. That was what you wished for, so I'll grant it to you. If you want my live, please take it too. I find it no difference to be alive but my soul is dead. I'm tired of the world and everything else.
Thinking of you has taken everything out of me. Where are you now?...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:23 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
