if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Thinking Of You

How have you been? There are countless questions I want to ask but it seems futile because you don't give a damn anymore. I keep asking myself what did I not do or what did I do to end up here. I asked you yet your replies was none. I wanted to blame you for most part of being heartless and everything else but in the end, I will take everything on myself. Everything were my fault. I am never good enough, never showing you enough care and concern. I wasn't loving enough. I was not understanding and gave you too much freedom. It was all my fault. I haven't passed a day without thinking of you. It's bitter, it's painful but somehow I smiled. Even though I can no longer stand beside you, I know there is someone there for you. But that someone there will not be your last. I don't wish to see you hurting like I am now.

The best way for me to keep out of your life is to disappear. I can't find the method to be gone from this world. Perhaps I lack the courage to face pain but I know I am able to face death. In this vast universe, meeting you was fate and if it was fate that brought us together, then no matter how far we are apart or how long we are gone, we will still cherish one another. My facebook and phone number will no longer be usable soon. I will be totally gone from you. That was what you wished for, so I'll grant it to you. If you want my live, please take it too. I find it no difference to be alive but my soul is dead. I'm tired of the world and everything else.

Thinking of you has taken everything out of me. Where are you now?...

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:23 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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