if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, December 30, 2013

New Year

2013 will be ending in 2 days time. But my memories of you will never cease to exist. I constantly think of you but i guess it should be out of mind, out of sight for you. Constantly thinking of you, be it rain or shine, i miss you so. Would you like to go out with me for count down? I wanted to ask but i guess you will either be busy, slacking or going out with someone else. It's difficult to keep my feelings to myself but i'm glad i have you, blog M. I'm really worn out and torn... Broken beyond repair. Recently, some friends ask me and i said i won't be getting married. To stay single and worry about nothing else. I'm too scared already. How can i love someone else when i don't have a heart?

Gonna change my number, deactivate my facebook and start a fresh. If people doesn't care about you, then don't care about them too. I'll shut myself in my own world and never open up again. It's time to end this torment. Don't blame yourself because it was never your fault. It was me expecting too much and habouring too much hope on the impossible. I hope you will find a better someone for you and love you like i did. There could never be someone whom will love you more than me, but i'm sure you'll find someone you'll be happy with.

I'm glad to have come this far. Thank you all for walking this journey with me. I cherish every memory you gave and i hope, someday, when you look back, you will remember the good things about me. Even though this is goodbye, do know, this feelings will never change. This is goodbye.

i know that i have loved you ... at 3:13 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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