Monday, December 09, 2013

New Year

New year is around the corner. How would you be celebrating? With your dearest? Me? I'll be fine alone, don't worry. That's what i tell everyone else including you. If what i say could make you happy, i wouldn't mind lying a thousand times. I'm sure you've found someone whom is able to give you warmth and love and so, my mission is complete. It's been a really long while since i show my vulnerable side to someone and now, it will be no more. It is finally time.

To be honest, i am leaving my job soon because i couldn't concentrate anymore. I've been trying my best but it seems my reason to succeed is long overdue. I will be deactivating my facebook after new year. It is time to keep and hold the darkness back within me. I'm sure you will be happier not to see me too. I'll be changing my number after new year. Don't intend to give anyone my number. I'll take a prepaid line for my work. Out of sight, out of mind. I will shut myself in. It has been a long long time. This is the 1st time and will forever be the last time. I will no longer linger any hope for the world. It is time for my departure silently.

For every word you said, my heart skipped. For every breathe i draw, i grew weary. My time is up and i will give you what is left of me. My blessings will forever be with you...

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:24 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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