Sunday, December 22, 2013

Ghost Of Past

I took a nap and dreamt about you, the many you in my past. The many you that haunt me. The many you that shape my world into what it is now. It was pure darkness. Everything was a nightmare. Even in my dream, i guess i couldn't control how it would ends. I woke up and was trembling. The many you that left keep leaving in my dreams. The many you whom had once my pride and joy now gave my tears and sadness. Perhaps i have never been able to get over. I am weary and i have decided to be alone for the rest of my life. I am sure, you would be happier now.

Hidden deep inside, i know i don't have a heart anymore. I'm trying to live as a human for now. Goodbye world.

i know that i have loved you ... at 3:48 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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