Thursday, December 05, 2013
弃权
This is one of my favorite song with very meaningful lyrics. It's not because of giving up. It's because it tells the feeling of how i feel.
很疲倦
在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉
你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为
能几年几月
掉进一个谎言
手不肯放
就会整个沦陷
* You said you will always love me but it turns out you were uncertain. You wanted a few days or months together but i was foolish. I thought it would be years till forever. Even if it was a trap, i gladly fell in because it was you.
很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退
* Loving you, i put down my pride and i threw away what was left. I tried my best. I accept the flaws and i see every good as a gem and every bad as a jewel to polish to make it shine. Al though you made me worried and insecure, i stood by you. You neglected me and took me for granted for so many nights, i was drown in tears, scared but i held on. You never say a word and i was always smiling. I wished for those few words from you but it never came. Darkness enshrouded me.
对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远
* You are always someone i look up to. You meant more than anything to me. Because of a word from you, you were able to change the direction of my life, my world. Nobody said it was going to be easy loving you but i tried. Even if tomorrow is barren of promises, i will still wait for you. My love will never change.
很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退
对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远
爱上你对不对
不再奢望
哪天会又见
爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你
出去游戏人间
只任自己
埋怨
后悔
* It does not matter whether it was right or wrong of us to love. Even though i know we will never meet nor see each other again, even you may be with someone else, i would not blame you. It was only my fault because i couldn't be what you've envisioned me to be. I am sorry.
对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远
I sincerely hope you will always be happy. For all the things i could not do, please forgive me. For all the memorable time and happiness i had given, i hope you would hold them dear. I may no longer be with you, but i've always wanted to tell you, i will always support your every decision and i will always be here for you, just look around. I love you and someday when you can remember my feelings, don't hesitate, look for me. I have left something dear for you even though i may no longer be around anymore.
很疲倦
在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉
你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为
能几年几月
掉进一个谎言
手不肯放
就会整个沦陷
* You said you will always love me but it turns out you were uncertain. You wanted a few days or months together but i was foolish. I thought it would be years till forever. Even if it was a trap, i gladly fell in because it was you.
很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退
* Loving you, i put down my pride and i threw away what was left. I tried my best. I accept the flaws and i see every good as a gem and every bad as a jewel to polish to make it shine. Al though you made me worried and insecure, i stood by you. You neglected me and took me for granted for so many nights, i was drown in tears, scared but i held on. You never say a word and i was always smiling. I wished for those few words from you but it never came. Darkness enshrouded me.
对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远
* You are always someone i look up to. You meant more than anything to me. Because of a word from you, you were able to change the direction of my life, my world. Nobody said it was going to be easy loving you but i tried. Even if tomorrow is barren of promises, i will still wait for you. My love will never change.
很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退
对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远
爱上你对不对
不再奢望
哪天会又见
爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你
出去游戏人间
只任自己
埋怨
后悔
* It does not matter whether it was right or wrong of us to love. Even though i know we will never meet nor see each other again, even you may be with someone else, i would not blame you. It was only my fault because i couldn't be what you've envisioned me to be. I am sorry.
对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远
I sincerely hope you will always be happy. For all the things i could not do, please forgive me. For all the memorable time and happiness i had given, i hope you would hold them dear. I may no longer be with you, but i've always wanted to tell you, i will always support your every decision and i will always be here for you, just look around. I love you and someday when you can remember my feelings, don't hesitate, look for me. I have left something dear for you even though i may no longer be around anymore.
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:58 pm
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