Monday, December 02, 2013
Back
Welcome back! I wanted to say as much. How was your trip? I wanted to ask. The 1st person on your mind when you're back could never be me. I waited & waited. It's okay, because nobody told me to wait. I've grown weary and tired... You could never understand and your heartlessness is something i could never hold dear to. It hurts everyday. every night and every time. I forgive but i would never forget. I could smile, but i've never feel really happy. I tried doing whatever you requested. I avoid contacting you, i don't mind being the lowest form of life if it makes you a little happier. But i know... i'm nothing but taken for granted. From the past till the present. I don't demand, i merely hope, wish... I give freedom because i want to give a freedom or choice and happiness. Time after time, i can no longer be broken. I am looking forward... You, for whom i can never trust again.
For everyday i'm here, it can't stop hurting. So take me to somewhere far away. I'll be fine alone although lonely. It has always been how i lived and it will always be. Caring and thinking for another person, if such gifts are cursed, the burn me now. If i am no longer needed, erase my existence for non will remember that i've been here. I'm tired. Let me go...
For everyday i'm here, it can't stop hurting. So take me to somewhere far away. I'll be fine alone although lonely. It has always been how i lived and it will always be. Caring and thinking for another person, if such gifts are cursed, the burn me now. If i am no longer needed, erase my existence for non will remember that i've been here. I'm tired. Let me go...
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:46 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
