Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Always

For now, I'll do my best to act in front of others to be fine. For always, I know the pain can never be heal. Perhaps I have never been healed properly. It seems like it was just yesterday that you were sick and I was there with you. You hated me for forcing you to take Panadol but I was happy I could help you somehow. Although it was just a few hours, it was fate that brought us together. I'm thankful. Even if tomorrow is barren of promises, I'm sure you would find yours someday, somewhere and someplace.

I've always been screaming inside. How could I tell you when I don't understand it myself. Were you scared when you found out about this darkness which has been with me for a long long time. Nights and nights with cold rain and loneliness. How would one understand how it would feels? The destiny of being use and be thrown away. Life goes on, it never ends. I begin to start living for people whom I can devote to. That has become the meaning of my life. There is something missing deep inside, would you make me complete?

For always and always, I've wanted to be strong. For always and always, I am standing right in front yet no one sees me. For always and always, my the emptiness creep inside me. For always and always, I'll be waiting...

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:22 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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