Saturday, June 29, 2013
The Long Journey
Life is ever changing. Even when old trees die, new will sprout again. The circle of life is never ending and so does the fate that intertwine us. Small fishes are destined to be eaten by bigger fishes. And likewise, are cows, pigs and chicken meant to be eaten by humans?
Fate can be cruel. Life can be had. People can be difficult and death is just another beginning. Such a long journey ahead, lonely, dark and forever tormenting. Reality can be harsh, truth hurts yet we yearn for them. Everyone put up a pretense in front of another. A mask that hide their weakness, their fear and their schemes. Pretense is the way we live and the way i adopt. No matter how happy or sad we are, life still must goes on.
Nothing is smooth sailing in life, we meet obstacles, we get hurt and we hurt people. Perhaps some may say that's what makes our life interesting? Agree? I'm trying my best to keep up with this iron wall i've built so far and the smiling mask which i've created. It really hurts sometimes but we can't be selfish. As long as i'm able to bear with this pain, i'm sure someone would be happy. To expect people to be nice to you, you have to be nice to people first. Am i wrong? If you can't accept something, what would be the chances others would accept it? But i'll try, not because i'm naive but because i know i'll grow with all these pain. It makes me stronger and hopefully one day, i'll be immune.
My life is downhill, i've lost interested in life, and everything else/ I eat because i have to, i sleep because i'm tired. That's my love for myself. Because that's the only way i know to love myself. I'm tired, yet i'm wide awake to see the perfect sky being torn. I'm alive, yet i have no heart in me.
If every breath i take means a minute off my life, i'll gladly draw my last breath now. Forget about me...
Fate can be cruel. Life can be had. People can be difficult and death is just another beginning. Such a long journey ahead, lonely, dark and forever tormenting. Reality can be harsh, truth hurts yet we yearn for them. Everyone put up a pretense in front of another. A mask that hide their weakness, their fear and their schemes. Pretense is the way we live and the way i adopt. No matter how happy or sad we are, life still must goes on.
Nothing is smooth sailing in life, we meet obstacles, we get hurt and we hurt people. Perhaps some may say that's what makes our life interesting? Agree? I'm trying my best to keep up with this iron wall i've built so far and the smiling mask which i've created. It really hurts sometimes but we can't be selfish. As long as i'm able to bear with this pain, i'm sure someone would be happy. To expect people to be nice to you, you have to be nice to people first. Am i wrong? If you can't accept something, what would be the chances others would accept it? But i'll try, not because i'm naive but because i know i'll grow with all these pain. It makes me stronger and hopefully one day, i'll be immune.
My life is downhill, i've lost interested in life, and everything else/ I eat because i have to, i sleep because i'm tired. That's my love for myself. Because that's the only way i know to love myself. I'm tired, yet i'm wide awake to see the perfect sky being torn. I'm alive, yet i have no heart in me.
If every breath i take means a minute off my life, i'll gladly draw my last breath now. Forget about me...
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:14 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
