Thursday, June 07, 2012

Painful

It's been a long while since my last entry. I'm not perfect, but i keep trying, that's what i said i would do from the start. I'm having a very bad headache now. I tried my best to smile and acted liked nothing ever happened everyday. Even now, my eyes are still painful from the tears that people would never know. The scars deep within aren't meant to be share but to keep inside of me. Would doing that make things easier? Or would it be the same? There seems to be something compressing on my chest and sometimes i can hardly breathe. I let out a sigh hoping the feeling would go away but it didn't. But today, i know why. 2 weeks ago was the 3rd time i ......... It doesn't matter i guess? I love seeing it. I just hope she'll be able to live happily with her love. I'm tired. Time to close my eyes. Will everyday be a dream or will it always remain as a story so cruel?

i know that i have loved you ... at 3:02 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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