Saturday, March 24, 2012
Radiance
To that day when we each went our separate ways,
what kind of excuses should I use,
and how should I explain that?
Every time when I sense my unconcealable weakness
and blindly stumble,
I'd always press hard against my body
this entity, "YOU", from that day.
Resolutely taking a vow on my future,
firmly believing in YOUR powerful eyes,
I journeyed through the sky, where solitude and freedom are equivalent.
I simply do not want to turn back.
If you think once more about it, we were very much alike,
whether in our contrived words,
or in our departing figures pretending to be strong.
Because of that, we must both
have had a lot of suppressed thoughts for each other,
but yet, we weren't strong enough to
be able to voice our anxieties honestly.
In the narrow space between dreams and wishes,
I only keep getting buried deeper wondering to myself.
If YOU are here with me now,
would you let me see my reflection in your smiling eyes?
We may become stained and tainted,
and we may be flushed away,
but this is for sure not a mistake,
and I'll believe so again and again.
If I can reach my boundless ideals
and the world I've been sketching,
then there everything will surely be rewarded
with YOUR unchanged radiance.
At some point in my wandering journey,
I was injured by broken shards of regret,
but the answer that I have been looking for is now right here,
tightly gripped in your small hand all this time...
what kind of excuses should I use,
and how should I explain that?
Every time when I sense my unconcealable weakness
and blindly stumble,
I'd always press hard against my body
this entity, "YOU", from that day.
Resolutely taking a vow on my future,
firmly believing in YOUR powerful eyes,
I journeyed through the sky, where solitude and freedom are equivalent.
I simply do not want to turn back.
If you think once more about it, we were very much alike,
whether in our contrived words,
or in our departing figures pretending to be strong.
Because of that, we must both
have had a lot of suppressed thoughts for each other,
but yet, we weren't strong enough to
be able to voice our anxieties honestly.
In the narrow space between dreams and wishes,
I only keep getting buried deeper wondering to myself.
If YOU are here with me now,
would you let me see my reflection in your smiling eyes?
We may become stained and tainted,
and we may be flushed away,
but this is for sure not a mistake,
and I'll believe so again and again.
If I can reach my boundless ideals
and the world I've been sketching,
then there everything will surely be rewarded
with YOUR unchanged radiance.
At some point in my wandering journey,
I was injured by broken shards of regret,
but the answer that I have been looking for is now right here,
tightly gripped in your small hand all this time...
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:16 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities