Sunday, January 01, 2012
The New Year?
It's a special day today. It's new year. Oh well, liked i said, it's a new year! Am i supposed to be happy like the others? Many have new year resolutions and i have some too. Well, i think it's only 2. I can't be that greedy right?
1. Everyone to be happy.
2. My world, or the world would come to an end this year.
A typical and a weird resolution? Well, that's the kind of person i am. When i wish everyone to be happy, the everyone doesn't ever include me. I'm exclusive, i'm all alone and always abandoned and forgotten. Well, leave it that way because that's the best thing that could ever happen to a loner liked me.
Today is also the 3rd year me and Wina got together. I don't wanna be a bother to her or anyone anymore. This year, like the past, i will suppressed my feelings as much as possible. That's the best i can give everyone. I wonder, even if it's to a few, how great the world would be without me. It's time for me to give up on her and everything else. My goal in life? That's to help and save as many as possible. To give them comfort and to drain myself to the brink of hell. To sacrifice myself to give the many blessings i can to others.
I don't belong here. Will anyone ever understand? I love my world, black and white with sufficient red to satisfy my blood lust. The world will never changes just hidden, deeper inside me in time to come...
1. Everyone to be happy.
2. My world, or the world would come to an end this year.
A typical and a weird resolution? Well, that's the kind of person i am. When i wish everyone to be happy, the everyone doesn't ever include me. I'm exclusive, i'm all alone and always abandoned and forgotten. Well, leave it that way because that's the best thing that could ever happen to a loner liked me.
Today is also the 3rd year me and Wina got together. I don't wanna be a bother to her or anyone anymore. This year, like the past, i will suppressed my feelings as much as possible. That's the best i can give everyone. I wonder, even if it's to a few, how great the world would be without me. It's time for me to give up on her and everything else. My goal in life? That's to help and save as many as possible. To give them comfort and to drain myself to the brink of hell. To sacrifice myself to give the many blessings i can to others.
I don't belong here. Will anyone ever understand? I love my world, black and white with sufficient red to satisfy my blood lust. The world will never changes just hidden, deeper inside me in time to come...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:01 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
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