Saturday, January 14, 2012
Love? Or Just Sex?
I've come across many many guys whom ain't shy and open to talk about what they did with their ex-girlfriends or their currently one. They always talk about having "eaten" another girl or such. It means he had sex with the other partner. Their motives are just sex and secondly love. Sometimes love doesn't even play a part in these "relationships". Am i too naive to think it's wrong or am i not hard-hearted enough to just fool around and treat them like sluts when i've been hurt and cheated countless times.
I always believe in protecting your love ones. Be it in name or physically, i will do my best to keep their modesty and protect them from rumors and other unrelated stuff. Many would have say that if you didn't "eat" your ex or girlfriends, how can she consider your girlfriend? It makes me ponder, is love just about sex or sex is just about love? I can love someone so dearly with it. It fact, the more i love that someone, i am afraid to take something so precious from them. It's too precious and valuable and i can never return or give anything in return. Nevertheless, sometimes you would wanna share these wonderful moments with your beloved ones.
It simply makes me question myself whether am i a real guy? Caring so much about others when she's cheated and left, where she left scars everywhere and told you lies countless times. I could've just be like any other guys. I could've just cheat girls for sex but i can't. Is this how a true guy should be?
Till now it's still hurting everyday and night. Many secrets and sorrow are hidden deep within. I believe there will come a day when i can smile again from within. Take care my feelings and memories. I hope i am able to become someone real someday. I would choose love than to have sex. It's just me, or would other guys do the same? I wonder....
I always believe in protecting your love ones. Be it in name or physically, i will do my best to keep their modesty and protect them from rumors and other unrelated stuff. Many would have say that if you didn't "eat" your ex or girlfriends, how can she consider your girlfriend? It makes me ponder, is love just about sex or sex is just about love? I can love someone so dearly with it. It fact, the more i love that someone, i am afraid to take something so precious from them. It's too precious and valuable and i can never return or give anything in return. Nevertheless, sometimes you would wanna share these wonderful moments with your beloved ones.
It simply makes me question myself whether am i a real guy? Caring so much about others when she's cheated and left, where she left scars everywhere and told you lies countless times. I could've just be like any other guys. I could've just cheat girls for sex but i can't. Is this how a true guy should be?
Till now it's still hurting everyday and night. Many secrets and sorrow are hidden deep within. I believe there will come a day when i can smile again from within. Take care my feelings and memories. I hope i am able to become someone real someday. I would choose love than to have sex. It's just me, or would other guys do the same? I wonder....
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:48 pm
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