Thursday, December 01, 2011
The 35th Month
It's the 1st of the month again. I'm here, a bit high on alcohol and thinking about her. I know i'm dumb, feeling useless. Many told me to get her back but i insisted not to. Since she's much happier with him, i should her her be... Right?? This is all i can do for her now, as a friend and as someone whom care about her.
Anyway, happy 35th anniversary and i hope she's much happier and getting good grades for her studies. There was many things i could do or realize when i was there but now i see it clearly. I will become a much better person for the one who is fated to be mine. Still, everyday, i hope she's happy and well. :)
The only weakness is that i ain't so noble. I still feel hurt though i would give my love away if there is someone whom i deem worthy. I will care about people in the dark. I will take care of them, look after them till they're strong enough to pursuit their happiness again but what about me?
It's been almost a year since she's gone and people are surprised i'm still letting go. It doesn't matter anymore. I just hope everyday will be a better day for her and the people i hold dear.
Take care....
Anyway, happy 35th anniversary and i hope she's much happier and getting good grades for her studies. There was many things i could do or realize when i was there but now i see it clearly. I will become a much better person for the one who is fated to be mine. Still, everyday, i hope she's happy and well. :)
The only weakness is that i ain't so noble. I still feel hurt though i would give my love away if there is someone whom i deem worthy. I will care about people in the dark. I will take care of them, look after them till they're strong enough to pursuit their happiness again but what about me?
It's been almost a year since she's gone and people are surprised i'm still letting go. It doesn't matter anymore. I just hope everyday will be a better day for her and the people i hold dear.
Take care....
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:23 am
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