Thursday, November 24, 2011

Loneliness

Loneliness, is always looking for a friend. It found me once and it has been around since then. Why, why was i chosen? It's part of my life, i feels like i'm drifting away, loneliness knows me by name.

Nobody knows me, yet everyone knows my name. Nobody cares for me at all, did you care for me at all? I was always told, i won't be standing alone anymore. All i want is love, someone who can share this pain i feel... All i need is time, the time for me to open up and show, the person i am, the person you think you know, yet you don't know...

Am i still human? Why is people around me happy but i can't be. I'm jealous, i'm hopeless and i'm lost and dying in misery. The only thing i can look forward to is the endless sorrow that's coming. The happiness for the people i loved. I'm tired, i really am.

I'm sorry, these few days i'm getting more and more emotional. Perhaps, the date is near. The post i read. I thought i was prepared for it. No news means good news and if there's news, it's bound to be a happy news. I'm tired and so is kine after i've pour the sufferings into her.

Just plain tired, letting go of life....

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:59 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

that'.last>note

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