if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Friday, October 21, 2011

The Mask

Everyone is clouded with a mask of their own. Some others care too much about appearance while others about how they behave and how people feel about them in the public. A mask is essential for one to continue living in this merciless world. The pace of the breathing, the fast pacing on the heart is enough to worn out a person in minutes. The more you try to hide, the heavier your mask would be. It really hurts some times when you know you have to do this to continue living.

I'm wearing a mask which no one sees. There isn't a need for someone to pity me or to take off my mask. Though heavy, it's been with me since i've come to sense. No matter what happened in the past, some can forget and choose to forgive but for me i can't. Maybe i am taking things too hard and maybe i am too silly. Being trusting and listening to others is the only weapon i have to keep people away from removing my mask. Smiling and keeping quiet are the shield to deceive people.

I hope i could just lay to the ground and rest in peace without having to feel any pain anymore because i can't afford to let them leak out. I'm tired but still i know i have to keep going, to a place unknown...

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:17 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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