Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Another Day
It's just another day. There so much i want to do, so much i want to say. So much i wish for but everything seems not related to me at the present. It's all about her. Is she doing well, how's her health, studies and everything. I know i should not think about her anymore. She's gonna be happy with him and i should of course be wipe outta the surface of the planet but still i am human. I'm trying my best to hide my feelings deep inside. Trying not to disturb her anymore. Whatever i do, the only objective is for her to be happy. Somehow it really hurts. Unable to cry, unable to tell anyone but i have kine. I'm tired. Counting down but there is no happiness at my destination. So i wish for death. I've prepared for it since then so i gladly awaits my time. My end and i just hope i could see her smile once more gently.
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:35 pm
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