Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Another Day
It's just another day. There so much i want to do, so much i want to say. So much i wish for but everything seems not related to me at the present. It's all about her. Is she doing well, how's her health, studies and everything. I know i should not think about her anymore. She's gonna be happy with him and i should of course be wipe outta the surface of the planet but still i am human. I'm trying my best to hide my feelings deep inside. Trying not to disturb her anymore. Whatever i do, the only objective is for her to be happy. Somehow it really hurts. Unable to cry, unable to tell anyone but i have kine. I'm tired. Counting down but there is no happiness at my destination. So i wish for death. I've prepared for it since then so i gladly awaits my time. My end and i just hope i could see her smile once more gently.
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:35 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, September 09, 2011
Time Be Real
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:21 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
