Thursday, July 14, 2011

Meeting

It's been a while and i went to meet her yesterday. She just asked me out a couple of minutes ago. Normally, i would not say a word and will happily get changed and go out to meet her. But i don't want to have the feeling that she still loves me when she's not. I don't wanna imagine this feeling just to comfort myself. I'm sorry to her and to myself.

I kept thinking if i should go and meet her. The answer was no. The more i meet her, the more i will fall for her. Even so, i really want to. But i know i don't have much time left here so it's better not to meet so it'll be easier for us to part. Am i selfish? I'm worried that i might unknowing hurt her in any sense. To keep a distance is the best solution i can think of. I'm tired blog. What more can i still do for her? I wish there was something else within my ability i could make her happy.

If meeting you was fate, loving you was destiny, then i am willing to accept the shadow cast upon me when you brought the light into my life...

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:48 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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