Thursday, July 14, 2011
Meeting
It's been a while and i went to meet her yesterday. She just asked me out a couple of minutes ago. Normally, i would not say a word and will happily get changed and go out to meet her. But i don't want to have the feeling that she still loves me when she's not. I don't wanna imagine this feeling just to comfort myself. I'm sorry to her and to myself.
I kept thinking if i should go and meet her. The answer was no. The more i meet her, the more i will fall for her. Even so, i really want to. But i know i don't have much time left here so it's better not to meet so it'll be easier for us to part. Am i selfish? I'm worried that i might unknowing hurt her in any sense. To keep a distance is the best solution i can think of. I'm tired blog. What more can i still do for her? I wish there was something else within my ability i could make her happy.
If meeting you was fate, loving you was destiny, then i am willing to accept the shadow cast upon me when you brought the light into my life...
I kept thinking if i should go and meet her. The answer was no. The more i meet her, the more i will fall for her. Even so, i really want to. But i know i don't have much time left here so it's better not to meet so it'll be easier for us to part. Am i selfish? I'm worried that i might unknowing hurt her in any sense. To keep a distance is the best solution i can think of. I'm tired blog. What more can i still do for her? I wish there was something else within my ability i could make her happy.
If meeting you was fate, loving you was destiny, then i am willing to accept the shadow cast upon me when you brought the light into my life...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:48 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
The man who can't be moved
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:19 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
The one
Could it be you or do i lose my way again? Are you the one whom i longed for? There is no written contract nor any picture to determine. There is nothing i can do or such when i'm all alone. To believe in a fantasy created by myself... What a fool have i been? I've always thought i could somehow lie my way through and hide what's inside me. I merely human so how can i not feel hurt? There are many many things which words could describe and things i couldn't say. The way we perceive things are different that's why there are misunderstanding. I'm come to understand that i'm a weak being. Even though i look strong, but i have a vital weakness. The only one that could cause me so much pain is you. The you in my dreams whom i imagined. The you that doesn't exist in real. I need a slap on my face to wake me up. I don't want to endure anymore. Because words can never be enough and my smile is ever fading...
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:02 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, July 07, 2011
Do you even love me
I knew it was over,
I knew i wasn't the one
And yet, i still waited for you
While thinking this can't be
I wait for you today once again.
At least understand this much,
That i loved you so much
You know it as well,
You know it better than anyone else
That we were once happy.
Is it truly over?
You said never to contact each other again,
Then after telling me to stay happy,
You've left me all alone to cry and never looked back.
I truly loved you,
But how could you become a stranger with a couple of words?
If you love me then erase it.
Rewind it back to the beginning.
My love, it won't do if it's not you
Please don't leave
Isn't love funny?
The annoying nagging words,
I keep remembering them.
The words are stuck in my head and it's tearing my heart apart.
Is it truly over?
Please don't leave.
Please don't make me cry.
Please come back now.
Did you truly love me?
Why did you hug me if you were gonna be like this?
Please don't say "i don't understand love"
Please enough with these excuses,
It's just your heart that has changed.
My heart is broken,
What should i do?
* Just randomly listening to some songs online. I typed every word here from the video i saw. Somehow, i hope i will be numb again... I'm as lost as ever. If it's my destiny, then i will pray that someday, someone will destroy me...
I knew i wasn't the one
And yet, i still waited for you
While thinking this can't be
I wait for you today once again.
At least understand this much,
That i loved you so much
You know it as well,
You know it better than anyone else
That we were once happy.
Is it truly over?
You said never to contact each other again,
Then after telling me to stay happy,
You've left me all alone to cry and never looked back.
I truly loved you,
But how could you become a stranger with a couple of words?
If you love me then erase it.
Rewind it back to the beginning.
My love, it won't do if it's not you
Please don't leave
Isn't love funny?
The annoying nagging words,
I keep remembering them.
The words are stuck in my head and it's tearing my heart apart.
Is it truly over?
Please don't leave.
Please don't make me cry.
Please come back now.
Did you truly love me?
Why did you hug me if you were gonna be like this?
Please don't say "i don't understand love"
Please enough with these excuses,
It's just your heart that has changed.
My heart is broken,
What should i do?
* Just randomly listening to some songs online. I typed every word here from the video i saw. Somehow, i hope i will be numb again... I'm as lost as ever. If it's my destiny, then i will pray that someday, someone will destroy me...
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:35 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, July 02, 2011
Loving You
I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever
you are the sun
you are my life
and your the last thing on my mind before I go to
sleep at night
you're always round when I'm in need
when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world, who could love me like
you do
that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you
I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever
we´ve had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to
give and take
it's so much more than i could have dreamed, I could
have dreamed
cause you make loving you so easy for me
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you
and girl I pray you´ll leave me never
cos this is the world where lovers often go astray
but if we love each other we won't go that way
so put your doubts aside
do what it takes to make it right
cos i love you forever no one can tear us apart.
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever
you are the sun
you are my life
and your the last thing on my mind before I go to
sleep at night
you're always round when I'm in need
when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world, who could love me like
you do
that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you
I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever
we´ve had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to
give and take
it's so much more than i could have dreamed, I could
have dreamed
cause you make loving you so easy for me
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you
and girl I pray you´ll leave me never
cos this is the world where lovers often go astray
but if we love each other we won't go that way
so put your doubts aside
do what it takes to make it right
cos i love you forever no one can tear us apart.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:35 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
