if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Suicidal Scale

1. Wish to live - Weak (1)

2. Wish to die - moderate to strong (2)

3. Reasons for living/dying - for dying outweigh for living (2)

4. Desire to make active suicide attempt - moderate to strong (2)

5. Passive suicidal desire - would avoid steps necessary to save or maintain life (2)

6. Duration of suicide ideation/ wish - continuous (chronic) or almost continuous (2)

7. Frequency of suicide ideation - persistent or continuous (2)

8. Attitude toward ideation/wish - accepting (2)

9. Control over suicidal action/ acting-out wish - unsure of control (1)

10. Deterrents to active attempt - some concern about deterrents (1)

11. Reason for contemplated attempt - escape surcease solve problems (2)

12. Method: specificity or planning of contemplated attempt - considered but details not worked out (1)

13. Method: availability or opportunity for contemplated attempt - future opportunity or availability of method anticipated (2)

14. Sense of "capability" to carry out attempt - unsure of courage or competence (1)

15. Expectancy/anticipation of actual attempt - yes (1)

16. Actual preparation for contemplated attempt - partial (1)

17. Suicide note - completed (2)

18. Final acts in anticipation of death - made definite plans or completed arrangements (2)

19. Deception or concealment of contemplated suicide - held back on revealing (1)

The total score for the 19 items is calculated.
Minimum score = 0
Maximum score = 38
Higher scores indicate greater suicidal ideation

My score 30/38

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:06 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


that'.last>note


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