Monday, May 16, 2011
Melting Love
Melting love. Broken heart, bloody tears, hidden scars and fake smiles. Those are what you've left behind. Words from you changes my world. Yet it disgust me. The innocent look you're showing and the pity you're trying to gather. Yearning for true love? Well, what a joke! Do you even understand or know what it is about? Haha! You don't! You have no rights to say these in front of me. Your thoughts and betrayal have shown what kind of girl you are. Disappointment and despair are what you've left for me in the midst of memories.
How you've hurt me, i wish i could pay you back sometimes. Maybe you should just try half of my pain. IF you could take it, then take back everything you've thrown at me! You'll die. I'm sure you will. I'm now a inhumane guy. MY thoughts and my fingers don't process together. I hate you for making me the way i am. I can never recover again. Do you understand? I feel like exploding. Everyday i wish i could just die in your arms. Every night i think of you badly while you're enjoying with him happily.
Were you even real? Those words you said, the promises you made, are them meant to be broken? Why have you forsaken me? You said you hate me for hurting you. Well, you're so selfish. While you have the whole world, my whole world only have you. Every little thing you did, every word you said, every action you take, it hurts like hell! BLOODY HELL!! I wish i could STAB myself through my heart. But i have to be with you. Cause i'm alive. I hate myself more and more each day. Why am i being hurt by you? Why do i endure and fake a smile in front of you? Simply because of my pride or because i don't wanna see you sad?
I'm thankful that i've met you. It could only be you that were for me. Everywhere i go, i think of you. It's almost like i'm living for you with every beat of my heart. I can't fall in love with some stranger like you do. Because i'm no jerk or bastard like the ones you've met. I'm thankful to you and all. My life has come to an end. Please remember me for the rest of your life. Remember how you yearn for true love and hurt a true heart. Remember how you never cherish and take for granted. Remember how much effort someone had put in in order to have you love him. Remember and i'm sure you'll be able to find the one who is truly for you.
Wina, i'm going to take out the only thing that's binding me. The anklet you gave me. It's everything to me now. It's getting more and more loose. It's like it's telling me to let it go. I'm sure you'll be much happier. After taking out, there is no turning back anymore. I wish to tell you one last time, i love you... Always...
Take care always...
How you've hurt me, i wish i could pay you back sometimes. Maybe you should just try half of my pain. IF you could take it, then take back everything you've thrown at me! You'll die. I'm sure you will. I'm now a inhumane guy. MY thoughts and my fingers don't process together. I hate you for making me the way i am. I can never recover again. Do you understand? I feel like exploding. Everyday i wish i could just die in your arms. Every night i think of you badly while you're enjoying with him happily.
Were you even real? Those words you said, the promises you made, are them meant to be broken? Why have you forsaken me? You said you hate me for hurting you. Well, you're so selfish. While you have the whole world, my whole world only have you. Every little thing you did, every word you said, every action you take, it hurts like hell! BLOODY HELL!! I wish i could STAB myself through my heart. But i have to be with you. Cause i'm alive. I hate myself more and more each day. Why am i being hurt by you? Why do i endure and fake a smile in front of you? Simply because of my pride or because i don't wanna see you sad?
I'm thankful that i've met you. It could only be you that were for me. Everywhere i go, i think of you. It's almost like i'm living for you with every beat of my heart. I can't fall in love with some stranger like you do. Because i'm no jerk or bastard like the ones you've met. I'm thankful to you and all. My life has come to an end. Please remember me for the rest of your life. Remember how you yearn for true love and hurt a true heart. Remember how you never cherish and take for granted. Remember how much effort someone had put in in order to have you love him. Remember and i'm sure you'll be able to find the one who is truly for you.
Wina, i'm going to take out the only thing that's binding me. The anklet you gave me. It's everything to me now. It's getting more and more loose. It's like it's telling me to let it go. I'm sure you'll be much happier. After taking out, there is no turning back anymore. I wish to tell you one last time, i love you... Always...
Take care always...
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:49 pm
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