Tuesday, March 15, 2011

PrEtEnD

Dear blog, i've been trying very hard to remember my past. My past with this girl called wina. I know she is my girlfriend and i can still remember the recent events. However, my memories which were so clear 1month ago seems to have disappeared. And in exchanged, she doubted me. Well, it doesn't really matter since she's got that guy with her now. I don't even know if i had loved her or not...

IRONIC! Such words coming from me. Was it because i was so beautifully hurt so i cant recall or was it because of that that i can't remember. It doesn't matter anymore. I've drafted my will and done what i have to do. I have no attachments to this world any longer.

Lastly, i hope i will be able to be deploy to Japan to help them. Having bad headache and feeling giddy everyday... Good night to myself....

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:49 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

that'.last>note

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