Wednesday, March 23, 2011

My last post for her...

Her name was so precious which i could not mention. Her thoughts, her smile her tears, everything about her was my world. Now she's taken this bit with another guy. Perhaps, it wasn't my world to begin with. She loan everything to me and now i'm just paying back the interest. If forgetting someone whom i've loved for 2years so easily, i guess i will be no human. Tonight will be the last night i cry for her. When the clock struck 12, the dreams we once had, the times we once shared will vanished. Another chapter will unfold and the painful memories will always be kept inside my heart. I've turned to the poorest man of all. She left... She's always been eying on other guys. But i pretended. With nothing to lose now, i guess, it'll be okay now... I just need time to love myself again. I cant wait to leave a thousand scars on my wrist... I love her till now i still do. But i could never tell her... She's never understand what i'm trying to endure... It's really okay... As long as she's happy right? I'm sure she'll be fine.
She'll be fine....

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:38 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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