Sunday, March 27, 2011
Living On
Living on when you know you can never know happiness again. Looking back to the past where you find your memories doesn't exist anymore. It was like you've never lived before.
All the people and friends around me told me to give up on this girl and i am. Giving up my live in the process as well. They said she's not worth and i deserve better. If she can do this to you, she will do this to other guys as well. Some even say she just wanted to spend my money and never once loved me. She'll get her retribution someday and be betrayed and ditched by other guys.
I can no longer and don't want to know what is right or wrong anymore. Neither do i want to care anymore. With the time i've left, i should be concentrating on what i need to do before my time is up. She never once did apologize to me for doing that. But it doesn't matter anymore. I'll lead a better life with all i've left. I'm sure i'll be able to do it.
The burden of the 1 living on with the most memories and love for the other someone somewhere when you know he/she no longer needs you and is kissing or making out with others. It's really hurtful. So right now, instead of trying not to remember, i will count the days to the time i've left. I'm tired... SORRY to myself...
All the people and friends around me told me to give up on this girl and i am. Giving up my live in the process as well. They said she's not worth and i deserve better. If she can do this to you, she will do this to other guys as well. Some even say she just wanted to spend my money and never once loved me. She'll get her retribution someday and be betrayed and ditched by other guys.
I can no longer and don't want to know what is right or wrong anymore. Neither do i want to care anymore. With the time i've left, i should be concentrating on what i need to do before my time is up. She never once did apologize to me for doing that. But it doesn't matter anymore. I'll lead a better life with all i've left. I'm sure i'll be able to do it.
The burden of the 1 living on with the most memories and love for the other someone somewhere when you know he/she no longer needs you and is kissing or making out with others. It's really hurtful. So right now, instead of trying not to remember, i will count the days to the time i've left. I'm tired... SORRY to myself...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:03 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
