Sunday, March 27, 2011
Breaking
Dear blog,
i've just wrote in kine. I realised that i could not longer hold back my feelings for her. In order not to drench kine with my tears, i've decided to type some stuffs here. I'm breaking down now as i speak. Endless streams of tears flush down my bony cheeks. The pain i endure all this while is too great. To see her happy is my objective but what i've done is the right things. Why am i feeling so painful now? Why am i crying like a child now. Nobody is there to comfort me or to console. I cant see well with tears in my eyes. Why did she abandon me. It just so painful so painful. I would rather die than to endure this cycle of pain. Please struck me with the lighting or kill me now. I cant take it anymore. I'm dying i'm dying i'm dying! Have you forgotten your promises?!
ARGH!!! I keep waiting... Argh, i keep holding... Someday, i'll see you again. I'm still dying, i kept crying. This endless pain and sorrow is killing me. PLEASE! KILL me with your bare hands. Impale the the knife straight through my heart and kill me instantly. Don't let me bleed anymore. I'm turning into a zombie. I'm feeling weak and breathless.
I'm still waiting for you... I kept waiting till the day i close my eyes permanently. 010109, no matter what you've done, i still love you wina....
i've just wrote in kine. I realised that i could not longer hold back my feelings for her. In order not to drench kine with my tears, i've decided to type some stuffs here. I'm breaking down now as i speak. Endless streams of tears flush down my bony cheeks. The pain i endure all this while is too great. To see her happy is my objective but what i've done is the right things. Why am i feeling so painful now? Why am i crying like a child now. Nobody is there to comfort me or to console. I cant see well with tears in my eyes. Why did she abandon me. It just so painful so painful. I would rather die than to endure this cycle of pain. Please struck me with the lighting or kill me now. I cant take it anymore. I'm dying i'm dying i'm dying! Have you forgotten your promises?!
ARGH!!! I keep waiting... Argh, i keep holding... Someday, i'll see you again. I'm still dying, i kept crying. This endless pain and sorrow is killing me. PLEASE! KILL me with your bare hands. Impale the the knife straight through my heart and kill me instantly. Don't let me bleed anymore. I'm turning into a zombie. I'm feeling weak and breathless.
I'm still waiting for you... I kept waiting till the day i close my eyes permanently. 010109, no matter what you've done, i still love you wina....
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:35 pm
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