Thursday, March 24, 2011

Be Strong

I can't wait to cut myself and let all the blood gush out. I presume i'm back to how i used to be in the past. Well, it doesn't matter anymore. I'm free now. There is no need to pretend anymore in from of anyone. Well, but i must pretend i'm strong. To them, i must act as if i don't care though the closest friends will know i'm crying. It takes a lot to give your blessings to someone whom you've loved so much in your life and only to know she's fallen for some other guy and got together. Somehow, no mater how the ending is, i wish she can be happy. At last, she could finally let go. I'm watching the same video almost everyday. Swear it again the 11months video. I'm hand on to myself tightly without anyone noticing. I'm myself again. I'm beginning to ruin myself and my life again. A life which one could not avoid...

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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